The third day. Bellair was light-headed from the scarcity of crackers.
Yesterday had been a mingled thirst and hunger day, but this was
characterised by hunger incessant. To-morrow he anticipated with dread
another thirst horror, and after that, no hunger at all, but mighty
agony that knew but the one word, _Water_. The keen airs of night and
morning, and the sterilised burning of the noons, constantly fanned
and stimulated the natural demands of the body.... He had forgotten
the newspapers. Bessie’s face came before him--something of her deep
heart-touching tones which changed him.
“There must be a great woman there--a great fine woman--like this one.”
He did not turn. It may have been the first concession from his
every-day faculties of this woman’s actual beauty. He had already
granted this deeper within, where the understandings of men are wiser,
but harder to get at. Certain hours had shown him the clear quality
of saints and martyrs; and he had seen in pure life-equation that the
child was worth his life or Fleury’s. He would have given his, as most
white men would, but it was different to see the value and rightness of
it....
There was now an unspeakable need in the stern. He drew the bottle from
the overcoat-pocket at his feet, without turning. Fleury and the woman
watched him. He cut the small wires with his knife, tore off the wafer,
half-expectant of some sound from behind.... The day was ending. The
young moon newly visible in the dusk began its curve into the west from
a higher point in the sky....
There was a screw in Bellair’s knife. It sank noiselessly into the
cork, but the first creak of the stopper against the glass brought the
jolt. They all felt it--as if the great body had fallen from a dream.
Stackhouse was staring at the thing in Bellair’s hands, his tongue
visible, his face filling with light. He rubbed his eyes, the
beginnings of articulation deep in his throat. He was trying to make
himself believe it was not a vision. That harrowed them. A pirate would
have pitied him--reptile desire imaged not in the face alone, but in
the hands and all. Bellair poured a big drink in a tin-cup. Fleury
passed him a gill of water. Stackhouse drained the cup with a cry.
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