England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Wives -- Fiction
"The first thing to think of is health," she said, firmly. "When that
comes back, perhaps you will find that Ronald's affairs are looking
better than they have been for some time. But, of course, you can
neither be well nor happy till you have had a perfect understanding
with your husband."
"When shall I see him?" I asked.
"Will you be very good and composed if I bring him to you now, Louie?
He naturally objects to being kept out of the room; but we dared not
let him see you till your mind was quite clear and tranquil."
"Indeed," I said, earnestly, "I will put out all my powers of
self-control—I will not even speak many words if I may but see his face
for a minute. Oh, Marian, I am hungering for a sight of him!"
"And oh, Louie, how can I trust you when you show me such flushed
cheeks and tearful eyes? But be quiet a little while, dear, and he
shall come."
She went away, and I turned my hot face to the window, and tried to
steady my nerves as well as I could.
It was an exquisite August morning, hazy and soft, with a sky of
deepest blue, and a lovely purple mist clouding all the boundary lines
of the distant fields. Below me lay the rectory garden, with its
cool shadows and morning lights; the dew had but just dried on the
leafy boughs of apple and pear trees, and from the herb beds came up
the sweetness of mint and thyme, and the old-fashioned fragrance of
lavender. I leaned back on my cushions and unconsciously enjoyed all
these fresh, delicate scents, while my heart throbbed faster at the
slightest sound.
How long would it be before Ronald came? I felt convinced that waiting
must be much worse for me than the excitement of our meeting. I could
hear the sound of voices in the garden, but it was only the rector
holding a consultation with his gardener. And then it occurred to me to
wonder, for the first time, whether my host and my husband had yet met,
and whether they liked each other? Perhaps Mr. Drury might be disposed
to think less harshly of my marriage if he really knew Ronald. Perhaps
this illness of mine, and this enforced stay at the old rectory, might
be the means of reviving a dead friendship. I thought that it would;
I could not believe that the rector's kind heart could be completely
hardened against me.
How blue the sky looked between the twisted boughs of the tall pear
tree! Marian and I had often sat under that tree when we were children,
reading a fairy tale together; and kind Miss Drury would come to
look for us, and fill our hands with cakes. Just as my thoughts were
wandering back into my childhood, the sound of footsteps in the
corridor recalled them, and set my heart beating afresh.
It was Ronald—really Ronald—who came quietly into the room and moved
towards me with a grave face. I was not prepared to see him looking so
worn and wasted, and at the sight of his altered countenance my feeble
strength gave way. Speechless, I could only stretch out a thin hand,
and welcome him with eyes full of tears.
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