London (England) -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; May-December romances -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction
Virginia watched her mother gravely as she busied herself making her
comfortable. It was for her mother to give some idea of her intentions,
and she hadn’t said a word.
‘Are you quite comfortable, dearest?’ Catherine asked, kissing the
solemn young face before going away.
‘Quite, thank you. Sweet of you, mother,’ said Virginia, closing her
eyes.
For some reason she suddenly wanted to cry. Things were so contrary; it
was so hard that she and Stephen couldn’t be left alone; yet her mother
was so kind, and one would hate to hurt her. But one’s husband and his
happiness--did not they come first?
Her mother went away, shutting the door softly. Virginia lay listening
for Stephen’s footsteps.
Her forehead had a pucker in it again.
Used to the bed....
XIV
Catherine was safe at Chickover; for that much she was thankful. But,
apart from safety, what a strange, different place it now seemed to her.
Each night throughout that week as she undressed, she had a fresh set of
reflections to occupy her mind. It was a queer week. It had an
atmosphere of its own. In this developing dampness--for so at last it
presented itself to her imagination--she felt as if her wings, supposing
she had any, hung more and more stiffly at her side. As the solemn days
trudged one by one heavily past she had a curious sensation of ebbing
vitality. Life was going out of her. Mists were closing in on her. The
house was so quiet that it made her feel deaf. After dark there were so
few lights that it made her feel blind. Oh yes, she was safe,--safe from
that mad young man; but there were other things here--strange,
uncomfortable things. There was this depressing feeling of a slow,
creeping, choking, wet fog gradually enveloping her.
On Monday night as she undressed she didn’t think like this, she hadn’t
got as far. All she did on Monday night was to go over the events of the
day with mild wonder. She had said a great many prayers that day; for
not only had there been family prayers before breakfast and the last
thing at night, but Stephen had asked her after tea whether she
wouldn’t like to go with him to evening service.
A host’s suggestions are commands. When he invites, one must needs
accept. Indeed, she had accepted with the propitiatory alacrity common
in guests when their hosts invite, aware that he was doing his best,
with the means at his disposal, to entertain her, and anxious to show
herself grateful. Where other hosts take their guests to look at ruins,
or similar unusual sights, Stephen took his to church.
‘Oh--delightful,’ she had exclaimed on his proposing it; and only
afterwards reflected that this was perhaps not quite the right word.
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