Love stories; Nobility -- Great Britain -- Fiction; Switzerland -- Fiction
Being ignorant, however, and still very young and untaught of life, she
could not be expected to take these large views, or to guess at the
Hand of Mercy which holds the cup of human woes. She saw her mother
fading away because of her father’s obstinacy and self-seeking, and
it was inconceivable to her that such an unnecessary thing could be
allowed by a gentle and loving Providence. Therefore, she turned her
back on Providence, as many a strong soul has done before her,
rejecting it for the reason that she could not understand.
Had she but guessed, this attitude of hers, which could not be concealed
entirely in the case of a nature so frank, was the bitterest drop in her
mother’s draught of death. She, poor gentle creature, made no
complaints, but only excuses for her husband’s conduct. Nor, save for
Isobel’s sake did she desire to live. Her simple faith upbore her
through the fears of departure, and assured her of forgiveness for all
errors, and of happiness beyond in a land where there was one at least
whom she wished to meet.
“I won’t try to argue with you, because I am not wise enough to
understand such things,” she said to Isobel, “but I wish, dearest,
that you would not be so certain as to matters which are too high for
us.”
“I can’t help it, Mother,” she answered.
Lady Jane looked at her and smiled, and then said:
“No, darling, you can’t help it now, but I am sure that a time must
come when you will think differently. I say this because something tells
me that it is so, and the knowledge makes me very happy. You see we
must all of us go through darkness and storms in life; that is if we
are worth anything, for, of course, there are people who do not feel.
Yet at the end there is light, and love, and peace, for you as well as
for me, Isobel; yes, and for all of us who have tried to trust and to
repent of what we have done wrong.”
“As you believe it I hope that it is true; indeed, I think that it
must be true, Mother dear,” said Isobel with a little sob.
The subject was never discussed between them again, but although Isobel
showed no outward change of attitude, from that time forward till the
end, her mother seemed much easier in her mind about her and her views.
“It will all come right. We shall meet again. I know it. I know
it,” were her last words.
She died quite suddenly on the 27th of December, the day upon which Sir
John had announced that they were to move to London.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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