Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“I wish I could believe you,” she said, almost convinced in spite of
herself, there was something so trustworthy about him. “I want a friend
and protector badly enough, for my brother has deserted me.”
“What, Teignmouth!” exclaimed her companion incredulously.
“Yes; he thinks I have disgraced him, and the name I bear, and does not
care for me to be associated any longer with his innocent, pure-minded
wife, lest I should contaminate her.”
Lady Gwendolyn would have been less than a woman if she had not
allowed her sneer to be perceptible--for she owed all her misery and
humiliation to Pauline; and to know that she had managed to exalt
herself in Lord Teignmouth’s eyes at the expense of his sister, did
not give her a very Christianlike feeling toward the clever countess,
assuredly. But, having relieved herself by this little piece of spite,
Gwendolyn melted into tears again, and was so agitated she did not
notice the arm that was stealing round her waist so gently.
Nor did she resist when presently, grown bold by impunity, Colonel
Dacre drew her head down on to his breast and murmured:
“If you must weep, darling, you shall weep here. I hold you fast now,
and will not be denied. Cannot you trust me a little?”
She shook her head drearily.
“I am afraid I could not. I should always feel as if there were some
mystery between us--and that would spoil all my happiness. Besides, you
do not respect me, Lawrence; you told me so frankly two years ago. What
kind of marriage could ours be, distrusting each other mutually, as we
should do?”
“I should never mistrust my wife.”
“Not during the honeymoon, perhaps; but afterward, when you could
reason coolly again, would you not remember the past, and be inclined
to throw it in my teeth?”
“You do not give me credit for much generosity, Gwendolyn.”
“I think you are a man,” she said.
“And all men are scoundrels, I suppose?”
“No; but they are sensitive on certain points. You may not be a Cæsar,
but I fancy you would not care to have your wife suspected, for all
that?”
“I do not see why you should be suspected.”
“It is a cruel world, remember. When people saw me pass on your arm,
the women would say: ‘Poor fellow! he married Lady Gwendolyn St. Maur
out of pity, because nobody would have anything to say to her after
that wretched affair at Turoy. I wonder if she really did poison Mr.
Belmont? She looks like that sort of person, does she not?’ A few men
would make excuses for me, perhaps--men do judge more mercifully than
my sex; but their voices would soon be drowned by their wives’ shrill
chorus of dispraise. You see, Colonel Dacre, it is better I should live
and die alone.”
“On the contrary, it is better you should belong to me, as you need a
defender.”
“Who excuses himself accuses himself,” she answered sadly.
“And that was why you were silent yesterday?”
“No; I had a far different reason.”
“Will you not confide in me a little?” he pleaded.
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