Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“Nonsense,” she said decidedly. “There’s no comfort like talking over
one’s troubles to a friend. I declare, when I got into the train this
evening, I felt as if my heart were breaking, and now everything seems
more bearable. I must tell you that I had a hint a little while ago
that you were fond of Lady Gwendolyn, and what I have seen to-night
confirms it, so you may as well tell me the truth.”
“Well,” he said, at last, diffidently but proudly, “I do love Gwendolyn
St. Maur with all my heart.”
“Then I hope you may win her, if she is worthy of you,” said Mrs.
O’Hara, with a cordial smile. “I know she does not like me, and thinks
me a very dangerous woman; but then I am the _bête noir_ of all Lady
Maur’s friends.”
“Then do try and be more prudent for the future, Norah. You know people
always argue that there is no smoke without fire.”
“People aren’t always to be trusted, Colonel Dacre,” she said, with
affected formality. “One has heard of reports that were entirely false.”
“In that case, you almost invariably find that it had its origin in
some imprudence.”
“Oh!” she answered loftily, “you may put me down for hundreds of those.
I never could, would, or should be prudent; it is not in my nature.”
“Then can’t you change your nature, Norah?”
“No; I hate being perfect, and I can’t bear being bored; and if you
lecture me any more, Lawrence, I’ll say something spiteful about Lady
Gwendolyn: that she paints her cheeks--you know she has a lovely
bloom--or dyes her hair--nobody believes in hair nowadays--or anything
disagreeable I can think of at the moment; for I want comforting, not
scolding, to-night--I do, indeed; and what is the use of a friend if he
fails you in your need?”
“My dear Norah, I can assure you I meant to be sympathetic.”
“You ought to be,” she answered, with a dry sob. “I should feel for you
if you had lost the only person in the world who really cared for you.”
“You are not quite so unfortunate as that, Norah. You know I have a
sincere affection for you, for poor Jack’s sake, and your own as well.
The best proof of that is my candor; for if I did not look upon you as
a friend, I should not dare to give you good advice.”
“Never mind,” she said, holding out to him the hand with which she had
just dashed away her tears. “I couldn’t be angry with you, if I would,
for the sake of old times. I hope you will be happy, Lawrence, with all
my heart, though your marriage with Lady Gwendolyn will rob me of a
friend.”
She stepped into the cab, and, as he waved a last greeting, he little
thought how and when they should meet again.
The next six days were passed he hardly knew how. He wandered from
station to station on the Great Northern line trying to obtain some
trace of Lady Gwendolyn; but without the least success. On the whole,
he might as well have looked for a needle in a haystack; but the
constant movement did him good, and kept him from absolute despair.
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