So, as I said, Ralph puzzled Florence. His devotion to study for its own
sake, utterly indifferent to its bringing him name or fame; his distaste
for society, in which, nevertheless, his rank and prospects would have
insured him a cordial reception; his goodness itself; the union of
strength, with gentleness which to her seemed almost weakness; nay,
more, his very faults—his whole nature, in short—baffled her utterly.
And, above all, his indifference to her charms! For in this last there
was a certain amount of inconsistency. Not in his being always kind and
attentive to her; that went for nothing, she knew he would have been so
to any woman. But, over and above this, she saw that he admired her. In
a quiet, cold sort of way, as if she had been a picture or a statue.
She was pleasing to him as a beautiful object, for his perceptions were
refined and correct to a fault. And even she felt, and truly, that to be
thus admired by him was worth all the coarser adulation of the many—the
vulgar triumph of reigning as a ball-room belle.
But this was all! Beyond this point she could not succeed in impressing
him. At last, after much cogitation, she decided in her own mind that
he, a student, if not already a “savant,” must be of a different nature
from other men, and she must content herself accordingly. One comfort
certainly was hers. She need fear no rival, past, present, or future.
His never having been specially attracted by any young lady had become,
as it were, a proverb in the family. And as for anything else—. No; she
felt instinctively there was nothing to fear. No awkward entanglement
which might have precluded the idea of matrimony, or engendered a
distaste thereto. And she was right. The life of this man, from earliest
boy hood to the present time, would have stood the strictest scrutiny.
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