'I am bound to believe you,' returned Mr. O'Brien, looking thoughtfully
at the girlish face and steadfast eyes; 'Prissy says it always gives her
a comfortable feeling to talk out her troubles to you. It is a gift, I
am thinking; but you are young to have it. Did I ever tell you, Miss
Ross, what Susan said to me when she was dying?'
'No, I am sure you never told me that.'
'Well, Prissy had gone to lie down, and I was alone with Susan. It was
the room above us where she died. I was sitting by the fire, thinking
she was having a fine sleep, and would surely be better for it, when she
suddenly spoke my name: "Tom," she said, "I know just what you are
thinking about: you have got Mat in your mind." Well, I could not deny
that, and Susan was always so sharp in finding me out; and then she
begged me to sit by her a bit: "For you are very low about everything,
dear Tom," she went on; "you've got to lose me, and there's Prissy, poor
girl! with her bad husband; and when you have nothing better to do you
think about Mat. Sometimes I wish you were back in the shop, when I see
you looking at the fire in that way."
"I was only wondering whether I should ever see the poor lad again," I
returned, with a sigh; "that was all my thought, Susan."
"I am sure you will see him again," she replied very earnestly, with a
kind of solemnity in her voice; "I don't know why I think so, Tom, but
they say the dying are very clear-sighted, and it is strong upon me that
Mat will one day seek you out." Now, wasn't that strange, Miss Ross?'
'No,' replied Audrey, 'she may have spoken the truth; while there is
life there is hope. Do not be disheartened, my dear friend; you have had
great troubles, but God has helped you to bear them, and you are not
without your blessings.'
'That's true,' he returned, looking round him; 'I would sooner live in
this cottage than in a palace. I don't believe, as the Captain says,
there is a prettier place anywhere. I like to think Susan lies so near
me, in Brail Churchyard, and that by and by I'll lie beside her; and if
I could only see my girl more cheerful----'
'Oh, you must give her time to live down her worries. There! I hear the
carriage;' and Audrey went in search of her fur-lined cloak.
This conversation had taken place about eighteen months ago, and though
Audrey had never alluded to it of her own accord, it touched her greatly
to notice how, when he was alone with her, Mr. O'Brien would drop a few
words which showed how clearly he remembered it.
'There is no one else to whom I can speak of Mat,' he said one day;
'Prissy never cared much about him--I think she dislikes the subject; as
sure as ever I mention Mat she cries and begins to talk of Joe.'
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