Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Lucius Davoren; or, Publicans and sinners, vol. 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Domestic fiction; Psychological fiction
‘It is, Lucius. Yes, it is a relief to trust you. I thought I never
could have told you. The burden of this dreadful secret has weighed
down my heart. I dared not tell you. I thought you would bitterly
reproach me for having kept such a secret from you, and then it is such
pain to speak of him—now—now that I know he was never worthy of my
love. But you are so kind, and it will relieve my mind to tell you all.’
‘Speak freely then, darling, and fear no reproaches from me.’
‘It was while you were away at Stillmington, Lucius, that this secret
first began. I was in the garden alone, at dusk one evening.’
Lucius remembered what Mrs. Wincher had told him about Lucille coming
in from the garden with a pale horror-stricken face, and saying that
she had seen a ghost.
‘I was low-spirited because of your absence, and a little nervous.
The place seemed so dull and lonely. All the common sounds of the day
were over, and there was something oppressive in the silence, and the
hot smoky atmosphere, and the dim gray sky. I was standing in the old
summer-house, looking at the creek, and thinking of you, and trying
to have happy thoughts about brighter days to come—only the happy
thoughts would not stay with me—when I saw a man come from the wharf on
the other side of the water, and step lightly from barge to barge. I
was frightened, for the man had a strange look somehow, and was oddly
dressed, buttoned to the neck in a shabby greatcoat, and with his
face overshadowed by a felt hat that was slouched over his forehead.
He came so quickly that I had hardly time to think before he had got
upon the low garden wall, and dropped down close to the summer-house.
I think I gave a little scream just then, for he came in, and put his
hand across my lips. Not roughly, but so as to prevent my calling
out. “Lucille,” he said, “don’t you know me? Am I so changed that my
dear little daughter, who loved me so well once, doesn’t know me?” The
voice was like the memory of a dream. I had not an instant’s doubt.
All fear vanished in that great joy. The sad sweet thought of the past
came back to me. The firelit parlour where I had sat at his feet—that
strange wild music—his voice—his face—he had taken off his hat now, and
was looking down at me with those dark bright eyes. I remembered him as
well as if we had been only parted a few days.’
‘And was there nothing in his presence—in the tone of his voice, the
expression of his face—from which your better instinct recoiled? Had
nature no warning for you? Did you not feel that there was something of
the serpent’s charm in the influence which this man had exercised over
you?’
Lucille was silent for a few moments, looking thoughtfully downwards,
as if questioning her own memory.
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