Lucy Larcom: Life, Letters, and DiaryAddison, Daniel Dulany
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Lucy Larcom: Life, Letters, and Diary
Addison, Daniel Dulany
Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Larcom, Lucy, 1824-1893
“_Hitch_ your wagon to a star!” was his way of telling his hearers to
live nobly, according to the high principles which are at the heart of
all life. The easiest way to live, he said, was to follow the order
of the Universe. So it is. “The stars in their courses fought against
Sisera;” but it was because Sisera would go the opposite way to the
stars. This is the secret of our struggle, and of our victory that will
be. We have entangled ourselves with wrong, have gone contrary to the
Divine Order; now, if we come out plainly and strongly on the right
side, we triumph; for Right cannot fail. This war will make a nation of
great and true souls; if we fight for freedom. And what else is worth
the conflict, the loss of life? The Union, a Country--a home? Yes, if
these may be preserved in honor and humanity, not otherwise. Better be
parceled out among the nations than keep the stigma of inhumanity upon
our great domain. Freedom for slavery is no freedom to a noble soul.
February 21. I have often wondered what is the meaning of these dim
forebodings, that, without any apparent cause, will sometimes make
us so uneasy. The air is bright, cold, and clear; everything without
says, “Rejoice and be strong!” everything within is darkened by vague,
unaccountable flutterings of anticipated ill. No sorrow can come to
_me_ which will not involve some greater grief of other hearts, so I
dread the more what I have to dread. I think I cannot say of anything
that is dear to me, that it is all my own; can any one? Mothers,
lovers, husbands, wives--these have exclusive joys, and exclusive
losses to risk. I can lose much, for I love much; yet there is nothing
on earth that I can feel myself holding firmly as mine. So I seek to
live in others’ joy and sorrow. A life large and deep in its love, is
the privilege of those placed as I am; it must be either that, or quite
unloving, shut up in its own small case of selfishness. “When Thou
shalt enlarge my heart,” this large feeling of rest will be found.
I have plans floating in my mind for the education of my nieces. I
could not afford to have them _here_ without a salary much increased.
I think I could conduct their education myself, in some small school,
better than here, more according to my own ideas; whether that is
really better or not, only the results would show. But some of their
studies I know I could make more valuable to them than those to whom
they might be trusted. Then I have an idea of moral, religious, and
mental development going on at the same time, which I do not often see
carried out; perhaps I should not do it, but I should like to try.
Having no children of my own I feel a responsibility for those who are
nearest me. How much of an effort one should make for such a purpose as
this, I do not know. So far, I have been evidently _led_ into the way I
ought to take; may it be so still!
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