The political events of 1870-71, and their results, had increased his
already painful feeling of the contrast between his imagination and
reality. Signs were not wanting that his dream-life might have fatal
results for him. His nervous excitement became even more apparent when
his brother's malady broke out. In 1874 his condition was considered
so dangerous that it was talked of openly in his capital. The editor
of a Conservative newspaper publicly mentioned the report that the
King was insane. He was condemned to six months' imprisonment for
lèse Majesté, although he called as witnesses several deputies of the
Landtag, who declared on oath that this topic had been discussed in
the ale-halls of Munich.
Megalomania, the traces of which at times were apparent, had not yet
penetrated so deeply into Ludwig's consciousness that they affected
more than certain of his actions; the fire was still smouldering,
though it threatened to burst out into flames. As yet his power of will
was strong enough to curb his imagination. As yet a healthy mental
current ran, and was to run for long, side by side with the diseased
one; as yet he could at times by restless activity bring his unquiet
mind to rest. He fought like a lion to avert the misfortune, which
he so greatly dreaded; but he fought alone. His lofty conceptions had
year by year deepened the cleft which a want of understanding had dug
between him and his mother. Circumstances had parted him from Richard
Wagner, the friend whom he had most loved. He had no confidant,
hardly, indeed, anyone in whom he placed confidence. There was no
one who with a firm hand might have led him away from his erroneous
conceptions, no one who could obliterate the impressions which made
him superstitious and bitter.
This King, who a few years before had awakened the enthusiasm of all,
became transformed into a heavy, corpulent, pallid man, weary with the
burden of his life. In the midst of the romantic splendour with which
he surrounded himself, he was tormented by the thought of suicide. On
stormy nights he would drive about the mountain roads at a furious
pace in his gilded coach, alone with his morbid sensations and fancies.
Only the deep blue eyes, with their expression of Schwärmerei and
their melancholy glance, remained to remind the world of the handsome
youth who had been the pride and hope of Bavaria.
CHAPTER XXI
The Review of the Troops in 1875--Crown Prince Friedrich of Prussia
The Bavarian people had accustomed themselves to Ludwig's
peculiarities. Foreign states and peoples still regarded his ways and
actions as signs of genius. The King himself seemed to be indifferent
as to the impression his conduct made upon others.
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