These colliding facts perplexed us. They suggested the ridiculous, and
offer food for reflection on the comedy of human manners. Here, on the
one hand, is a portrait we draw of ourselves, and there opposite hangs
on the wall a portrait other people draw of us. Place these two sketches
side by side and consider, do they represent the same person? Is there
resemblance between them enough to establish identity in a British court
of law? How can there be? We do not see ourselves as others see us.
We each observe the interesting object that engages our attention from
different points of the compass. We see our good points of character and
make the best of them; our neighbours detect our little sins and make
the worst of them. So we clothe ourselves in sunlight and paint our
neighbours drab. Mrs. Alinson, fortunate woman, had no glimmering idea
what other people thought of her; it was not given her to see herself as
others see her. She lives stolidly; eats, drinks, dresses, talks,
surrounded by a shining halo of self-complacency through which her
mentality cannot penetrate. She is good-natured, thinks excellently of
herself, and believes other people’s feelings towards her are equally
well disposed. You and I, happily, are unconscious of the quaint esteem
in which our neighbours hold us, and wisely there we ring the curtain
down. If the truth were told, half our acquaintances are our
enemies--behind our backs.
Soon after the split in the Liberal party on the first Home Rule Bill,
which sundered so many political friendships, Frank Holl was painting
the portrait of John Bright. He mentioned to his sitter that he was
about to paint the portrait of Mr. Gladstone. "It must be a very
painful thing to you, Mr. Bright," he hazarded, "that after all these
years of comradeship you two should sever your connection?" "Indeed it
is," replied Bright with a sigh; "to think that after we have so long
worked together we should be forced apart in the evening of our lives!
And by what? A bogy that has risen up within him, beckoning him away
from duty and sense. Do you know, Mr. Holl, I seriously fear that my
dear old friend’s mind is giving way."
When the artist was at Hawarden painting Mr. Gladstone, the subject of
Mr. Bright’s portrait cropped up. "Ah!" said Mr. Gladstone, "and how
did you find him?" "Fairly well; and he spoke very affectionately of
you, Mr. Gladstone." "Did he indeed?" replied the sitter sorrowfully.
"It was a cruel blow that parted us--and on so clear a question, too!
Tell me, Mr. Holl"--and here his lips quivered, for he was evidently
moved with strong emotion--"tell me, did you notice anything in the
manner of my old friend which would lead you to suppose that his reason
was becoming unhinged?"
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