"Oh, you mistake me," said Mabel; "do not think me so selfish--talk as
much as you like of yourself, and forget me; and you will, perhaps, find
me a better listener, perhaps a better adviser, because I have
altogether retired from the lists of conquest; and, be assured, the
necessity of placing a guard over myself, and the difficulty of doing it
effectually, only tells me how much I ought to feel for others. If you
will always let me speak the truth, without being offended with me, I
will take interest in your feelings at any time, only remember that mine
are like 'The Arab's sealed fountain,' whose waters will never see the
light again."
"You are a very strange girl, my sweet, new friend," said Lucy; "but I
love you better for having a history, although I see I must not read it
quite yet; at all events, not till I know you better, and you learn how
well I can keep a secret."
"No, not even then," replied Mabel, "I cannot speak of myself without
speaking of more than myself; so content yourself with what I have told
you, and do not think of me again, or I shall repent having said
anything."
"Well, it shall be quite as you like, I will do anything you wish, only
you must tell me, that you love me very, very much indeed."
"I will tell you no such thing," said Mabel, laughing; "remember, I only
met you yesterday morning."
"Well then, come and call at the rectory, and that will shew me you love
me."
"But I could do such a little thing, whether I loved you or not," said
Mabel; "so I will take you for charity's sake, for I see, like the cat
who was turned into a lady, and yet ran after mice--you cannot go
without your accustomed food."
"I thought you said you liked society," said Lucy.
"And so I do--so let us walk on, for this green lane will lead us round
to the rectory."
One of the rectory pets was an immense Newfoundland dog, who began to
bark loudly as they approached the house.
"Oh!" said Lucy, with a half scream, "I cannot go on--I am sure he is
untied--nasty thing."
"No, he never barks when he is loose--come on, dear, I am sure he will
not hurt you."
Lucy clung to her arm in real or affected terror till they reached the
house door.
Much to her disappointment, they found no one but Miss Ware at home, and
she sat up during the visit, as silent, and apparently as timid, as a
child, amusing herself by poking her parasol through the cage of the pet
parrot, who appeared highly offended at her familiarity.
Mabel was a great favorite at the rectory, and Miss Ware, certain of
finding her interested in her news, had many little things to tell her;
she had had a letter from one old friend, and had worked a birth-day
present for another, with many other little incidents to notice, which
Lucy amused herself by silently turning into ridicule, though they were
so kindly told that few would have found it difficult to enter into the
little cares and joys which, after all, were never selfish.
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