Madam Constantia : $b The romance of a prisoner of war in the revolution (South Carolina)Carter, Jefferson
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Madam Constantia : $b The romance of a prisoner of war in the revolution (South Carolina)
Carter, Jefferson
South Carolina -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction
He took his leave then, and though he had treated me handsomely and I
had reason to be grateful to him, I looked after him with envy. He was
free, he was about to take the road, he had plans; the world was before
him, already a reputation was his. And I lay here, useless, chained by
the leg, a prisoner for the second time. I knew that I ought to be
thankful; I had my life, where many had perished, and by and by, I
should be grateful. But as I thought of him trailing over the flanks of
the wind-swept hills, or filing through the depths of the pine-barrens,
or cantering over the wide, scented savannahs, my soul pined to go with
him; pined for freedom, for action, for the vast spaces with which two
years had made me familiar. That I sighed for these rather than for home
or friends was a token perhaps of returning strength; or it may be that
the sight of this man, who within a few months had written his name so
deeply on events, had roused my ambition.
Be the cause what it might I found the day endless. It was in vain that
Tom fretted me with attentions; I was useless, I was a log, any one
might look down on me. To be taken twice! Could a man of spirit be taken
twice? No, it was too much. It was bad enough to stand for that which
was hateful, without also standing for that which was contemptible.
It was a grey rainy day such as we have in England in July after a spell
of heat; soft and perfumed, grateful to those abroad but dull to the
housebound. And Wilmer was gone. I heard no voices in the house, no
spinning-wheel, the business of the plantation was no longer transacted
within my hearing. There was nothing to distract me, less to amuse me. I
fumed and fretted. When my eyes fell on the Bible which Madam Constantia
had sent me, it failed to provoke a smile. Instead, the sight chilled
me. How deep must be the enmity, how stern the purpose that could
foresee the night’s work, and foreseeing could still send that book!
I asked Tom if I could get up. He answered that I might get up on the
morrow. Not to-day.
“But I am feeling much stronger,” I said.
“Want no flust’ations,” he replied. “Marse take dose sassaf’ac tea now.”
I swore at him and his sassafras tea. “You v’ey big man ter-day,” Mammy
Jacks said.
“And pickaninny yesterday,” I rejoined angrily.
This time she did not answer. Instead she grinned at me.
Presently, “Isn’t Miss Wilmer well?” I asked.
“She sorter poorly,” Mammy Jacks said. “She skeered by dat low white
trash,” with a side glance at me, to see how I took it.
“Isn’t she afraid that they may return?” I asked.
“Marse Marion see to dat,” the woman said, with pride. “He mighty big
man. He say de wud, dey not come widin miles o’ the Bluff! You des hev
de luck uv de worl’,” Mammy Jacks continued. “Dey hang nine, ten your
folks day befo’ yistiddy.”
“Oh, confound you, you black raven!” I cried, “Leave me alone.”
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