Madam Constantia : $b The romance of a prisoner of war in the revolution (South Carolina)Carter, Jefferson
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Madam Constantia : $b The romance of a prisoner of war in the revolution (South Carolina)
Carter, Jefferson
South Carolina -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction; United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Fiction
Her agitation was such—she did not try to hide it—that for a moment she
could not speak. Then “If you knew all,” she said in a low voice, “you
would know that I had grounds for what I did, Sir.” “That you had good
grounds, I cannot believe,” I answered. “And for knowing all, I think I
do. I know that you have suffered. I know that you have lost your mother
and your brother. I know that you have grievances, sad grievances it may
be against us.”
“You don’t know all,” she repeated more firmly. “But I know enough,” I
rejoined—I was not to be moved from my purpose now. “I know that I was
your father’s prisoner and your guest; and that you stood aside, you did
not raise a hand, not a finger to save me, Miss Wilmer. You did not
speak, though a word might have availed, and I believe would have
availed to preserve me! You let me go out to a cruel death, you turned
your back on me—”
“Oh, don’t! don’t!” she cried.
“You quail at the picture,” I retorted. “I do not wonder that you do. I
was your guest, I was wounded, I was in pain, alone. Has a man, when he
is maimed and laid aside, no claim on a woman? No claim on her
forbearance, on her pity, on her protection? For shame, Miss Wilmer!” I
continued warmly, carried farther than I intended by my feelings. “Men,
when their blood is hot, will plan things, and do things, God knows,
that are abominable. But for a woman to consent to such, and, when it is
too late, to think that by a few tears she can make up for them—”
“Stop!” she cried—I suppose that I had gone too far, for she faced me
now, hardily enough. “You understand nothing, sir! Nothing! So little
that you will scarcely believe me when I say that if the thing were to
do again—I would do it.”
“I cannot believe you,” I said coldly.
“It is true.”
I stared at her; and she returned my look with a strange mixture of
shame and defiance. “Why?” I said at last. “In heaven’s name, why, Miss
Wilmer? What have I done to you? Your mother I know. But had I a hand in
it? God forbid! Was I within a hundred miles of it? No. Your brother—and
there again, I find that hard to forgive. Your father had spared my
life, sheltered me, brought me here; could you not believe that I was
grateful? Could you not believe that I would do much to serve him and
something to repay him? That all that it was in my power to do for your
brother, by my exertions or my influence, I would do? But you did not
tell me. You did not ask me?”
“No,” she said.
“Why?” I asked bluntly. She did not answer. “Why?” I repeated. I was at
the end of my anger. I had said what was in my mind and said it with all
the severity I could wish. And I was sure that I had made her suffer.
Now I wanted to understand. I sought for light upon her. There was a
puzzle here and I had not the clue.
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