He took her in his arms and pressed his cheek against hers. "What a
foolish little girl it is to talk like that! Of course you'll be alive,
and you'll be even better and stronger and happier than you are now. And
then think of all the good times you'll have this summer with Jeanne and
Louise and your mother and Monsieur Berthier. We'll have _fêtes_ for the
girls at our house, and every day we'll go to see your mother. You don't
think she'll be too proud to receive us, do you, now that she's rich and
important? I suppose she's the queen of Boulogne, with her carriages and
her horses and her servants. She'll soon be getting a husband for
Jeanne, some fine young fellow with a lot of money. And won't Jeanne put
him through his paces? She's a high-stepper, that Jeanne, and I should
pity the man who got her and didn't understand her. Think of trying to
keep Jeanne down!"
In her moments of depression he always spoke to her like that, and for
the time it cheered her; but when the spring came, she drooped visibly,
and Jules became alarmed; sometimes she would have attacks of convulsive
weeping, and these would be followed by hours of profound sadness,
during which she spoke scarcely a word. There were other days when she
would be full of courage and hope, gayer than she had ever been; then
they would drive into the country and she would take deep draughts of
the fresh spring air, and her eyes would brighten and her cheeks flush.
In spite of his anxiety, these days were very happy for Jules; the
thought that he might lose her made her dearer to him. Sometimes he
would take her hand and tell her that without her he couldn't live; she
had made him realize how wretched his existence had been before
marriage; he could not go back to that again. Then she would rest her
head on his shoulder and whisper that she would try to be brave. Her
sufferings seemed to be wholly in her mind; the doctor Jules consulted
said that, bodily, she was perfectly strong, and could easily fill her
engagement at the circus; her work in the ring had given her a
remarkable development of the muscles and the chest; if she stopped the
work now, and ceased to practise, she would suffer from the inaction.
Jules, however, felt relieved when the fifteenth of April came, and they
were able to leave Vienna for Paris. There they remained only a day, for
they were eager to reach Boulogne and the little home that Madame
Berthier had arranged for them, in the house where Blanche had been
born, and had passed the few weeks in each year when she was not
travelling.
When they arrived, early in the afternoon, Madame Berthier and the
girls, together with Berthier, were at the station to meet them, and
they received a rapturous greeting, the girls clinging to their sister
with frantic embraces.
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