On these occasions they had many earnest talks, and Jules was surprised
by the seriousness and depth of his wife's mind; at any rate, she
impressed him as being wonderfully profound. The longer he knew her, the
more she awed and puzzled him; there were moments when she seemed to
dwell in another world, a world that made her almost a stranger to him.
Since her return to Boulogne she had grown much more cheerful than she
had been during those last weeks in Vienna; but a thousand little things
she said showed him that beneath the surface of her thought there still
lurked a strange melancholy, an unchangeable conviction that life was
slipping away from her. He spoke of this once to her mother, and she
explained mysteriously that he must expect that; it was very natural
with one of Blanche's temperament. She had known many cases like it
before.
As the summer passed, Jules said little to his wife about the circus;
indeed, her work was scarcely mentioned between them, though every
morning she practised her exercises. Jules, however, had decided that
they should go to London late in November and, the first week of the
following month, appear at the Hippodrome, which had been established
with great success the year before, at a short distance from the Houses
of Parliament. The contract had not been signed, for Jules had written
to Marshall, the manager, that he could not bind himself to an
engagement until early in the autumn; but he explained that his word was
as good as any contract.
When September came, Blanche seemed much better for her months of rest;
her eyes were brighter, and her cheeks were shot with color. Sometimes
Jules wished that she were not quite so religious; she went to early
mass every morning now, and rather than let her go alone, he went with
her, for Madeleine had assumed the duties of the household. Their
evenings, which during the summer had been spent chiefly on the porch of
Monsieur Berthier's house, were now passed in their _salon_, bright with
flowers, sometimes with a wood-fire crackling on the old-fashioned
hearth. Blanche's fingers were always busy with soft, fleecy garments,
which Jules used sometimes to take in his hands and rub affectionately
against his face. Then he often noticed a light in her eyes that he had
never seen before; it reminded him of pictures of the Madonna. Sometimes
he was so touched when he looked at her that he would take her in his
arms and hold her close for a long while. Their evenings together became
very dear to him; yet they said little to each other: he was content to
sit and watch her, with the curtains drawn to shut out the rest of the
world.
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