Country life -- Fiction; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"Grandmother never took her eyes off the chest while I unpacked it,"
Katherine labored on gallantly. "Never, except once. She said she knew
everything that was in it. But she didn’t. There was something she
didn’t mention. I came on it, lying almost at the bottom of the chest.
An odd, old-fashioned pocket, hung on a strap, as if it had been
suspended from a belt or a sash, and the strap was snapped—torn. A tiny
bit of a shred was caught in the lock of the chest. I saw it, as soon
as I opened the lid. As my fingers touched the pocket, something inside
it crackled. My heart fairly leaped, for I thought ’twas money.
And—oh, Mrs. Slawson, I need money! You mayn’t believe it, but I do. I
never have a cent I can call my own, and I’m not allowed to try to earn
anything. You know—my father had plenty, and I ought to have plenty, if
I had my rights. I’ve sat here evening after evening, thinking,
thinking, what I could do in case of need—in case a time came, when I
couldn’t endure it any longer. And when I felt what was inside that
pocket, when I felt it crackle, I thought it was money, and—it was like
a gleam of hope. I watched for my chance. It came at last—the one time
when grandmother glanced away. I grabbed the pocket, and hid it in my
dress. I didn’t stop to think what I was doing. But if I had, I don’t
believe it would have made any difference. I didn’t care if I _was_
stealing. I _just wanted that money_! It’s shameful to sit here, and
face you, and tell about it, but—I guess I’m past shame. And then she
gave me the mull, and was kind. I’d have put the money back then, but
it was too late. She never took her eyes off me again, nor the chest.
And then—later—after you’d gone, I stole away to my room, and—what was
in the pocket wasn’t money at all, but letters! Old, useless, miserable
letters!"
"Did you read’m?" asked Martha to cover the painful effort the girl was
making at self-control.
"No, I didn’t read them. After I’d taken the pocket, believing it held
money, and found only letters, I was too _honorable_ to read the
letters."
She spoke with bitterest self-contempt.
"I carried them in my dress, because I didn’t dare leave them anywhere
else. And to-day I—I—lost them. I know they were letters written by my
grandmother, when she was a girl. Her handwriting hasn’t changed much,
and I know if she dreamed they were lying about loose, lost, perhaps had
been found by some busybody, who would publish them all over town,
she’d——"
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