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“But speakin’ o’ the grave, sir,” pursued Malcolm, “I wuss ye cud
drop a word ’at micht be o’ some comfort to my daddy. It’s plain to
me, frae words he lats fa’ noo an’ than, that, instead o’ lea’in’
the warl’ ahint him whan he dees, he thinks to lie smorin’ an’
smocherin’ i’ the mools, clammy an’ weet, but a’ there, an’ trimlin’
at the thocht o’ the suddent awfu’ roar an’ din o’ the brazen
trumpet o’ the archangel. I wuss ye wad luik in an’ say something
till him some nicht. It’s nae guid mentionin’ ’t to the minister;
he wad only gie a lauch an’ gang awa’. An’ gien ye cud jist slide
in a word aboot forgiein’ his enemies, sir! I made licht o’ the
maitter to Mistress Courthope, ’cause she only maks him waur. She
does weel wi’ what the minister pits intill her, but she has little
o’ her ain to mix ’t up wi’, an’ sae has but sma’ weicht wi’ the
likes o’ my gran’father. Only ye winna lat him think ye called on
purpose.”
They walked about the churchyard until the sun went down in what Mr
Graham called the grave of his endless resurrection--the clouds
on the one side bearing all the pomp of his funeral, the clouds on
the other all the glory of his uprising; and when now the twilight
trembled filmy on the borders of the dark, the master once more
seated himself beside the new grave, and motioned to Malcolm to
take his place beside him: there they talked and dreamed together
of the life to come, with many wanderings and returns; and little
as the boy knew of the ocean-depths of sorrowful experience in the
bosom of his companion whence floated up the breaking bubbles of
rainbow-hued thought, his words fell upon his heart--not to be
provender for the birds of flitting fancy and airy speculation,
but the seed--it might be decades ere it ripened--of a coming
harvest of hope. At length the master rose and said,--
“Malcolm, I’m going in: I should like you to stay here half an hour
alone, and then go straight home to bed.”
For the master believed in solitude and silence. Say rather, he
believed in God. What the youth might think, feel, or judge, he could
not tell; but he believed that when the Human is still, the Divine
speaks to it, because it is its own.
Malcolm consented willingly. The darkness had deepened, the graves
all but vanished; an old setting moon appeared, boatlike over
a great cloudy chasm, into which it slowly sank; blocks of cloud,
with stars between, possessed the sky; all nature seemed thinking
about death; a listless wind began to blow, and Malcolm began to
feel as if he were awake too long, and _ought_ to be asleep--as
if he were out in a dream--a dead man that had risen too soon or
lingered too late--so lonely, so forsaken! The wind, soft as it
was, seemed to blow through his very soul. Yet something held him,
and his half hour was long over when he left the churchyard.
As he walked home, the words of a German poem, a version of which
Mr Graham had often repeated to him, and once more that same night,
kept ringing in his heart:
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