Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Jo thought hard and quickly. In her heart she had always felt this day
would come, lately she had been haunted by it. It was inevitable. Only
God knew how she dreaded the separation, but she would not withhold her
hand.
"I suppose, Mam’selle, this is what Motherhood means?" Alice Lindsay
spoke the fact boldly, splendidly.
"It’s all right," said Jo, "it’s all it should mean. I’m glad I do feel
as I do about her."
"And, Mam’selle, this girl loves you very tenderly. Sometimes I think we
ought to tell her——’
"No, no, Mrs. Lindsay." Jo started and flushed.
"When she’s found her place and made it sure: when she has so much that
this won’t matter, then she shall know everything. I haven’t overlooked
this, but I couldn’t stand it now. I want her to be able to
understand."
"All right, Mam’selle. And now it is your part to make her feel that it
is your desire that she should make the most of her gifts. Send her
forth happy, Mam’selle, that will mean much to her."
So Jo began the new role and actually made Donelle unhappy in the effort
to achieve the reverse. Alone, in the white house at Point of Pines, Jo
found her father’s old clothes and contemplated them gravely. She was
slipping back, poor soul, to her empty life.
Donelle had not accepted the proposed plans without a struggle. She was
wonderfully sensitive and compassionate and her quick imagination made
it possible for her to understand what the future would mean to poor Jo.
Then, too, she shrank from the uprooting. Her dreams of what lay before
were exciting and thrilling, but with sincere kinship she loved the
quiet hills, the marvellous river, and the peace, freedom, and
simplicity which were her birthright.
"Sometimes I fear," she said to Mrs. Lindsay, "that it will deafen me,
hush me, kill me!"
"It will not, dear; and I will always be near."
"Unless you were, I would not dare. You are the only hope, Mrs.
Lindsay."
"That’s not so, Donelle. The real hope is your gift. You are taking it
there to make it perfect."
"I hope so. And when I have learned, I must get Mamsey into my new
life, quick."
"Indeed, yes!" Mrs. Lindsay nodded cheerfully.
"Isn’t it queer how some people are part of you? Mamsey is part of me,
Mrs. Lindsay." Then softly, "I suppose you know how Mamsey got me and
from where?"
Alice Lindsay started.
"Yes, Mam’selle told me," she said.
"I never speak of it. Mamsey thought best that I should not; but I do
not forget! Often, when we are driving past St. Michael’s—I remember."
"Donelle, why do you tell me this now?"
"Just because I want you to understand how I feel about Mamsey. She
didn’t have to do things for me, she chose to, and I know all about her
spinning and weaving and—the rest. I have cost her a good deal, and I
mean to make it all up."
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