Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
"Always live right, child. You can never have your gift at its best
unless you keep its place holy. No matter what any one may tell you,
keep the place clean and right in which your gift lives!"
Then it was that Donelle dressed herself in a plain, warm suit, packed a
little bag, took her violin, left a note on her dressing table, and went
on—Tom Gavot’s Road! Just for a moment she stood outside the tall gates
and looked wistfully up the hill, then she turned as if relinquishing
all the joy and promise of life, and set her face toward Point of Pines.
*CHAPTER XI*
*THE GREAT DECISION*
Donelle made herself a little fire that night in the shelter of a pine
grove. She slept, too, with her back against a sturdy tree and the
sound of the river in her ears.
She had walked fast for many miles. She was tired, but she meant to go
on and reach Point of Pines before any one saw her; before Mrs. Lindsay
could get there and talk to Jo.
At three o’clock she roused herself and went on. There was no one else,
in all the world, it seemed, she was alone, alone. But something was
strengthening her, she no longer grieved or felt remorse. She was, poor
child, learning a tremendous lesson, she had an ideal for which she was
ready to suffer and die. She had found her soul and a peace had come to
her; a peace that the world can neither give nor take away.
"I’m glad!" murmured Donelle; "I’m not a bit sorry. I’d have hated
myself if I had gone away, after I knew."
The gray dawn was creeping with chilly touch over the empty road when
Donelle, footsore and aching in every muscle, came in sight of the
little house.
"Why, there’s a light burning!" she said, "a light in the living room.
Maybe Mamsey is ill, ill and all alone."
The fear drove her on more quickly.
Up the steps she went softly and peered into the room. Nothing mattered
now to Jo, she had nothing to hide, so she had not even lowered the
shade.
And there she sat, nodding before the stove in which the fire had long
since died. She wore her father’s old discarded clothes—she had
resurrected them after returning from bidding Donelle good-bye—she had
worked hard until late, had fallen asleep exhausted by the fire, and
forgotten to go to bed.
Close to Jo, so close that his faithful head rested against her arm, was
Nick!
He was not asleep, he was on guard. He had heard those steps outside;
he knew them and his ears were tilted and alert. Still, he would not
leave Jo! The time for choice had come and passed with Nick. His heart
might break but he had decided.
The door opened softly, Jo never locked it, and Donelle came tiptoeing
across the room. Nick tapped the floor, but otherwise did not move.
Beside the sleeping Jo the girl crouched down and waited. She was
crying, blessed, happy tears, and one tired hand lay upon Nick’s head.
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