Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
"Am I a burden?" Donelle turned weary, patient eyes on Jo. And Jo
could not lie. That white, girlish face wrung her heart.
"This is temperament run mad!" exclaimed Alice Lindsay. "I have a great
mind to take you by force, Donelle. I will if Mam’selle gives the
word."
"You won’t though, will you, Mamsey?"
Jo could not speak. Then Donelle turned kind, pleading eyes to Mrs.
Lindsay.
"You see, I couldn’t play if I were dragged. When I’m dragged I can
never do anything. I wish I could tell you how sorry I am and how much
I love you; but I am so tired. When I got to thinking of Mamsey here
alone, and the Walled House closed, why——"
Alice Lindsay turned from the sad eyes, the quivering mouth.
"Listen, dear!" she said in her old, gentle tones; "I’ve lived enough
with natures like yours to understand them. Stay with Mam’selle this
winter, Donelle, and think your way out. You have a clear mind, you
will see that what we all want to do for you is right. In the spring I
will return, we’ll have another summer in the Walled House. A year from
now all will be safe and right. The trip abroad can wait, everything
shall wait, for you. Now will you be good, Donelle?"
She turned smilingly to the girl, and Donelle gratefully stretched out
her hands.
"Oh! how I thank you," she said, "and I do love and trust you. I will
try to be good. Oh! if you only really knew!"
"Knew what, Donelle?"
"Why, how I could not live away off there, even with you, if I
remembered Mamsey sitting here making the best of the bits that are
left." Then Donelle broke down and wept violently.
Still she was not ill. She was worn to the edge of endurance, but after
a day and night of rest in the room beside Jo she got up, quite herself
again.
"And we’ll say no more about it until spring," vowed Jo, but a wonderful
light had crept into her eyes.
"I’m a selfish, unworthy lot——" But the light stayed in her eyes.
Then one day Donelle took her fiddle and strolled out alone to test the
virtue of her safe, happy feeling. She went down to the river and sat
upon the bare, black rocks. The tide was low and the day was more like
spring than early autumn.
"And now," whispered Donelle, "I’ll play and think. I have to act too
much when Mamsey is watching."
Donelle knew she had to untangle many loose ends, now that she had
snapped her thread. She did not want, above anything on earth, that Jo
should know her deep, real reason for returning. But how could she make
sure with that horrible man, Pierre, loose in Point of Pines? It did
not matter how lonely she and Jo might be, if only they could have each
other without their common secret rising between them.
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