John Webster jumped to his feet and started to walk nervously about
the room, but now his daughter became something more than a passive
listener to his tale. He had walked to where the Virgin stood between
the burning candles and was moving back toward the door, that led into
the hallway and down stairs, when she sprang up and running to him
impulsively threw her arms about his neck. She began to sob and buried
her face on his shoulder. “I love you,” she said. “I don’t care what’s
happened, I love you.”
V
And so there was John Webster in his house and he had succeeded, at
least for the moment, in breaking through the wall that had separated
him from his daughter. After her outburst they went and sat together
on the bed, with his arm about her and her head on his shoulder. Years
afterward, sometimes, when he was with a friend and was in a certain
mood, John Webster occasionally spoke of that moment as having been the
most important and lovely of his whole life. In a way his daughter had
given herself to him as he had given himself to her. There had been a
kind of marriage, that he realized. “I have been a father as well as
a lover. Perhaps the two things cannot be differentiated. I have been
one father who has not been afraid to realize the loveliness of his
daughter’s flesh and to fill my senses with the fragrance of it,” was
what he said.
As it turned out he might have sat thus, talking with his daughter,
for another half-hour and then left the house to go away with Natalie,
without any more drama, but that his wife, lying on the bed in the
next room, heard her daughter’s cry of love and it must have stirred
something deeply buried away in her. She got silently off the bed and
going to the door opened it softly. Then she stood leaning against the
door-frame and listening as her husband talked. There was a look of
hard terror in her eyes. Perhaps she wanted at that moment to kill the
man who had for so long a time been her husband and did not do so only
because the long years of inaction and submission into life had made it
impossible for her to lift an arm to strike.
At any rate she stood in silence and one might have thought that she
would at any moment fall to the floor, but she didn’t. She waited and
John Webster kept on talking. Now he was telling his daughter with a
kind of devilish attention to details all the story of their marriage.
What had happened, at least in the man’s version of the affair, was
that, after having written one letter he could not stop and wrote
another on the same evening and two more on the following day.
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