Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; Coal mines and mining -- Pennsylvania -- Fiction; Labor leaders -- Fiction
In a corner by a window stood McGregor wondering why he also did not
want to devote his life to being the father of children. In the dim
light across the face of the window a fat old spider crawled slowly. In
the hideous body of the insect there was something that suggested to the
mind of the struggling thinker the sloth of the world. Vaguely his mind
groped about trying to get hold of words and ideas to express what
was in his brain. “Ugly crawling things that look at the floor,” he
muttered. “If they have children it is without order or orderly purpose.
It is an accident like the accident of the fly that falls into the net
built by the insect here. The coming of the children is like the coming
of the flies, it feeds a kind of cowardice in men. In the children men
hope vainly to see done what they have not the courage to try to do.”
With an oath McGregor smashed with his heavy leather glove the fat thing
wandering aimlessly across the light. “I must not be confused by little
things. There is still going on the attempt to force me into the hole
in the ground. There is a hole here in which men live and work just as
there is in the mining town from which I came.”
* * * * *
Hurrying out of his room that evening McGregor went to see Edith. He
wanted to look at her and to think. In the little room at the back he
sat for an hour trying to read a book and then for the first time shared
his thoughts with her. “I am trying to discover why men are of so little
importance,” he said suddenly. “Are they mere tools for women? Tell me
that. Tell me what women think and what they want?”
Without waiting for an answer he turned again to the reading of the
book. “Oh well,” he added “it doesn't need to bother me. I won't let any
women lead me into being a reproductive tool for her.”
Edith was alarmed. She took McGregor's outburst as a declaration of war
against herself and her influence and her hands began to tremble. Then
a new thought came to her. “He needs money to get on in the world,” she
told herself and a little thrill of joy ran through her as she thought
of her own carefully guarded hoard. She wondered how she could offer it
to him so that there would be no danger of a refusal.
“You're all right,” said McGregor, preparing to depart. “You do not
interfere with a man's thoughts.”
Edith blushed and like the workmen in the warehouse looked at the floor.
Something in his words startled her and when he was gone she went to
her desk and taking out her bankbook turned its pages with new pleasure.
Without hesitation she who indulged herself in nothing would have given
all to McGregor.
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