Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; City and town life -- Fiction; Coal mines and mining -- Pennsylvania -- Fiction; Labor leaders -- Fiction
McGregor felt that he had to prepare himself. He believed that he could
study books and learn much from men's ideas expressed in books without
being overwhelmed by their thoughts. He became a student and quit
the place in the apple-warehouse to the secret relief of the little
bright-eyed superintendent who had never been able to get himself up to
the point of raging at this big red fellow as he had raged at the German
before McGregor's time. The warehouse man felt that during the meeting
on the corner before the saloon on the day McGregor began to work for
him something had happened. The miner's son had unmanned him. “A man
ought to be boss in his own place,” he sometimes muttered to himself,
as he walked in the passageways among rows of piled apple barrels in
the upper part of the warehouse wondering why the presence of McGregor
irritated him.
From six o'clock in the evening until two in the morning McGregor now
worked as night-cashier in a restaurant on South State Street below Van
Buren and from two until seven in the morning he slept in a room whose
windows looked down into Michigan Boulevard. On Thursday he was
free, his place being taken for the evening by the man who owned the
restaurant, a small excitable Irishman by the name of Tom O'Toole.
McGregor got his chance to become a student through the bank account
belonging to Edith Carson. The opportunity arose in this way. On a
summer evening after his return from Pennsylvania he sat with her in the
darkened store back of the closed screen door. McGregor was morose and
silent. On the evening before he had tried to talk to several men at the
warehouse about the Marching Men and they had not understood. He blamed
his inability with words and sat in the half darkness with his face in
his hands and looked up the street saying nothing and thinking bitter
thoughts.
The idea that had come to him made him half drunk with its possibilities
and he knew that he must not let it make him drunk. He wanted to begin
forcing men to do the simple thing full of meaning rather than the
disorganised ineffective things and he had an ever-present inclination
to arise, to stretch himself, to run into the streets and with his great
arms see if he could not sweep the people before him, starting them on
the long purposeful march that was to be the beginning of the rebirth of
the world and that was to fill with meaning the lives of men. Then when
he had walked the fever out of his blood and had frightened the people
in the streets by the grim look in his face he tried to school himself
to sit quietly waiting.
The woman sitting beside him in a low rocking chair began trying to tell
him of something that had been in her mind. Her heart jumped and she
talked slowly, pausing between sentences to conceal the trembling of her
voice. “Would it help you in what you want to do if you could quit at
the warehouse and spend your days in study?” she asked.
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