Margret Howth: A Story of To-dayDavis, Rebecca Harding
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Margret Howth: A Story of To-day
Davis, Rebecca Harding
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But the light was gone from her eyes; some old pain seemed to be
surging through her narrow thought; and when she began to talk, it was
in a bewildered, doubtful way.
"It's a black place, th' mill," she said, in a low voice. "It was a
good while I was there: frum seven year old till sixteen. 'T seemed
longer t' me 'n 't was. 'T seemed as if I'd been there allus,--jes'
forever, yoh know. 'Fore I went in, I had the rickets, they say:
that's what ails me. 'T hurt my head, they've told me,--made me
different frum other folks."
She stopped a moment, with a dumb, hungry look in her eyes. After a
while she looked at Margret furtively, with a pitiful eagerness.
"Miss Marg'et, I think there BE something wrong in my head. Did YOH
ever notice it?"
Margret put her hand kindly on the broad, misshapen forehead.
"Something is wrong everywhere, Lois," she said, absently.
She did not see the slow sigh with which the girl smothered down
whatever hope had risen just then, listened half-attentive as the
huckster maundered on.
"It was th' mill," she said at last. "I kind o' grew into that place
in them years: seemed to me like as I was part o' th' engines,
somehow. Th' air used to be thick in my mouth, black wi' smoke 'n'
wool 'n' smells.
"In them years I got dazed in my head, I think. 'T was th' air 'n' th'
work. I was weak allus. 'T got so that th' noise o' th' looms went on
in my head night 'n' day,--allus thud, thud. 'N' hot days, when th'
hands was chaffin' 'n' singin', th' black wheels 'n' rollers was alive,
starin' down at me, 'n' th' shadders o' th' looms was like snakes
creepin',--creepin' anear all th' time. They was very good to me, th'
hands was,--very good. Ther' 's lots o' th' Master's people down
there, though they never heard His name: preachers don't go there. But
He'll see to 't. He'll not min' their cursin' o' Him, seein' they
don't know His face, 'n' thinkin' He belongs to th' gentry. I knew it
wud come right wi' me, when times was th' most bad. I knew"----
The girl's hands were working together, her eyes set, all the slow
years of ruin that had eaten into her brain rising before her, all the
tainted blood in her veins of centuries of slavery and heathenism
struggling to drag her down. But above all, the Hope rose clear,
simple: the trust in the Master: and shone in her scarred
face,--through her marred senses.
"I knew it wud come right, allus. I was alone then: mother was dead,
and father was gone, 'n' th' Lord thought 't was time to see to
me,--special as th' overseer was gettin' me an enter to th' poor-house.
So He sent Mr. Holmes along. Then it come right!"
Margret did not speak. Even this mill-girl could talk of him, pray for
him; but she never must take his name on her lips!
"He got th' cart fur me, 'n' this blessed old donkey, 'n' my room. Did
yoh ever see my room, Miss Marg'et?"
Her face lighted suddenly with its peculiar childlike smile.
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