Margret Howth: A Story of To-dayDavis, Rebecca Harding
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Margret Howth: A Story of To-day
Davis, Rebecca Harding
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"No? Yoh'll come some day, surely? It's a pore place, yoh'll think;
but it's got th' air,--th' air."
She stopped to breathe the cold morning wind, as if she thought to find
in its fierce freshness the life and brains she had lost.
"Ther' 's places in them alleys 'n' dark holes, Miss Marg'et, like th'
openin's to hell, with th' thick smells 'n' th' sights yoh'd see."
She went back with a terrible clinging pity to the Gehenna from which
she had escaped. The ill of life was real enough to her,--a hungry
devil down in those alleys and dens. Margret listened, waked
reluctantly to the sense of a different pain in the world from her
own,--lower deeps from which women like herself draw delicately back,
lifting their gauzy dresses.
"Miss Marg'et!"
Her face flashed.
"Well, Lois?"
"Th' Master has His people 'mong them very lowest, that's not for such
as yoh to speak to. He knows 'em: men 'n' women starved 'n' drunk into
jails 'n' work-houses, that 'd scorn to be cowardly or mean,--that
shows God's kindness, through th' whiskey 'n' thievin', to th' orphints
or--such as me. Ther' 's things th' Master likes in them, 'n' it'll
come right, it'll come right at last; they'll have a chance--somewhere."
Margret did not speak; let the poor girl sob herself into quiet. What
had she to do with this gulf of pain and wrong? Her own higher life
was starved, thwarted. Could it be that the blood of these her
brothers called against HER from the ground? No wonder that the
huckster-girl sobbed, she thought, or talked heresy. It was not an
easy thing to see a mother drink herself into the grave. And yet--was
she to blame? Her Virginian blood was cool, high-bred; she had learned
conservatism in her cradle. Her life in the West had not yet quickened
her pulse. So she put aside whatever social mystery or wrong faced her
in this girl, just as you or I would have done. She had her own pain
to bear. Was she her brother's keeper? It was true, there was wrong;
this woman's soul lay shattered by it; it was the fault of her blood,
of her birth, and Society had finished the work. Where was the help?
She was free,--and liberty, Dr. Knowles said, was the cure for all the
soul's diseases, and----
Well, Lois was quiet now,--ready to be drawn into a dissertation on
Barney's vices and virtues, or her room, where "th' air was so strong,
'n' the fruit 'n' vegetables allus stayed fresh,--best in THIS town,"
she said, with a bustling pride.
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