At first she had smiled as she bent over her sewing--the High Priest
far in the recesses of her mind--smiled to think how she would defeat
the Master by no other weapons than those easily at hand--beauty and
tact and fascination. So from the first, after that little outburst
near the Temple, she had taken his criticisms meekly--half acting, half
really feeling, as the true actress must ever do. And therein lay the
first great germs of danger, that latter half.
And each day went by slowly, and each day he came, with the same
coldness for her, the same tenderness for little Timothy. And, as
the days went by, Marigold felt it very hard to stand. It was as if
she were left outside the gates of a sunlit garden--alone in the
wilderness--with no one, whilst they two had each other.
And by degrees, as he took no notice of her, she took to studying the
Master--his fine head, the eyes in which she read all that dangerous
tenderness, not meant for her--the whole fascination of a personality
no human being yet of Lucifram ever withstood.
Why would he not treat her as a child too, and let her join them in the
conversation? At times, it was almost more than she could bear--this
love of his for the little cripple--this coldness to herself. No wonder
that the child-like, merry laugh had vanished--the merry answer from a
merry tongue--and the round pink cheeks of happy, thoughtless youth.
One day he had come in again in the afternoon, and Timothy’s wooden
soldiers were out upon the table. He had sat down beside him, and had
arranged them all for marching, and then he told a story about each
one--their big adventures--how this one lost an arm, that one a leg,
this his nose, and this his head. He told them with such realism and
sympathetic feeling, that Timothy sat entranced, Marigold too; she had
never heard the Master telling tales before, and had realised only the
two extremes of his nature--coldness and tenderness. But now she saw
the playful humour in his eyes, watched his power of mimicry, and that
great understanding of human nature that underlay it all; and she found
herself wondering many times who could he be?--where, after all these
years, had he suddenly come from?
Sometimes during his visits he would turn to her with an occasional
look or word, and now and then their eyes would meet; but, with a
sickening feeling of disappointment, Marigold would notice the hard,
cold look that immediately stole into his--repellent almost in its
severity. Why? Why? Was she not behaving to the best of her ability?
Behaving perhaps too well--for it all came so naturally, no acting
now--except the forcing back of all feeling--for pride’s sake, yet not
quite pride alone.
To her, untamed, wholly impulsive, the fight with nature was well-nigh
unendurable. Yet who could have passed through that icy barrier he
had set between himself and her? And, on the other hand, was Timothy,
teaching the big lessons of silence, self-control, and non-complaint.
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