‘It was the remembrance of this astonishing morning that gave me courage
in the later lesson. She seems to have no idea of numbers—there will be
great difficulty there,—but she begins to read well, and the marvel of it
is that she has various talents! She is weak, uneducated; many things
are either latent or altogether missing in her as yet, and I do not know
how many of them will appear, nor how long a process it will be; but her
mind is full of compensations, and that is the last thing I expected. It
is only with infinite struggle that she _learns_ anything, though she is
capable of struggle, and that is a good deal to say; but she has besides
a precious heritage of instincts and insights, hitherto unsuspected and
never drawn upon. It is precisely as if there had been a bundle of
possibilities folded away somewhere in her brain, but hidden by an
intervening veil, or crushed by some alien weight. We seem to have drawn
away that curtain or lifted that weight, and the faculties so long
obscured are stretching themselves and growing with their new freedom.
It reminds me of the weak, stunted grass-blades under a stone. I am
always lifting it and rolling it away, sentimentally trying to give the
struggling shoots a chance. One can see for many a long day where the
stone has been, but the grass forgets it after a while, when it breathes
the air and sunshine, tastes the dew and rain, and feels the miracle of
growth within its veins.’
_Another day_.—‘The twins are certainly improving a trifle. They are by
no means angelic, but they are at least growing human; and if ever their
tremendous energy—a very whirlwind—is once turned in the right direction,
we shall see things move, I warrant you! Rhoda says truly that the
improvement cannot be seen with the naked eye; but the naked eye is never
in use with us, in our work, nor indeed with the Father of Lights, who
teaches us all to see truly if we will.
‘The young minister has spent a morning with us. He came to make my
acquaintance, shook me warmly by the hand, and—that was the last I saw of
him, for he kept as close to Rhoda’s side as circumstances would permit!
The naked eye is all one needs to discern his motives! Psychological
observations, indeed! Child study, forsooth! It was lovely to see
Rhoda’s freshness, spontaneity, and unconsciousness, as she flitted about
like a pretty cardinal-bird. Poor young minister, whose heart is
dangling at the strings of her scarlet apron! Lucky young minister, if
his arm ever goes about that slender red-ribboned waist, and his lips
ever touch that glowing cheek! But poor me! what will the garden be
without our crimson rose?’
XIV
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