Marsena, and Other Stories of the WartimeFrederic, Harold
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Marsena, and Other Stories of the Wartime
Frederic, Harold
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"An' tell me this, too," Aunt Em went on, lifting her harsh voice
mercilessly, "when you was settin' there in church this forenoon, with
the soldiers out, an' the bells tollin' an' all that—did he say 'This
is some for Alvy, an' some for Abel, who went to the war together,
an' was killed together, or within a month o' one another?' Did he say
that, or look for one solitary minute as if he thought it? I'll bet he
didn't!"
Serena's head sank lower still, and she put up, in a blinded sort of a
way, a little white handkerchief to her eyes. "But why blame _me_?" she
asked.
Aunt Em heard her own voice so seldom that the sound of it now seemed
to intoxicate her. "No!" she shouted. "It's like the Bible. One was
taken an' the other left. It was always Alvy this, an' Alvy that,
nothin' for any one but Alvy. That was all right; nobody complained:
prob'ly he deserved it all; at any rate, we didn't begrudge him any
of it, while he was livin'. But there ought to be a limit somewhere.
When a man's dead, he's pretty much about on an equality with other
dead men, one would think. But it ain't so. One man gets hunted after
when he's shot, an' there's a hundred dollars for embalmin' him an' a
journey after him, an' bringin' him home, an' two big funerals, an'
crape for his widow that'd stand by itself. The _other_ man—he can lay
where he fell! Them that's lookin' for the first one are right close
by—it ain't more'n a few miles from the Wilderness to Cold Harbor,
so Hi Tuckerman tells me, an' he was all over the ground two years
ago—but nobody looks for this other man! Oh, no! Nobody so much as
remembers to think of him! They ain't no hundred dollars, no, not so
much as fifty cents, for embalmin' _him_! No—_he_ could be shovelled
in anywhere, or maybe burned up when the woods got on fire that night,
the night of the sixth. They ain't no funeral for him—no bells
tolled—unless it may be a cowbell up in the pasture that he hammered
out himself. An' _his_ widow can go around, week days an' Sundays,
in her old calico dresses. Nobody ever mentions the word 'mournin'
crape' to her, or asks her if she'd like to put on black. I 'spose they
thought if they gave me the money for some mournin' I'd buy _candy_
with it instead!"
With this climax of flaming sarcasm Aunt Em stopped, her eyes aglow,
her thick breast heaving in a flurry of breathlessness. She had never
talked so much or so fast before in her life. She swung the empty
tin-pail now defiantly at her side to hide the fact that her arms were
shaking with excitement. Every instant it looked as if she was going to
begin again.
Serena had taken the handkerchief down from her eyes and held her
arms stiff and straight by her side. Her chin seemed to have grown
longer or to be thrust forward more. When she spoke, it was in a colder
voice—almost mincing in the way it cut off the words.
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