So he finds it impossible to treat lightly Arthur Masterman's first
cruel astonishment when the revelation of his father's misdoing was
made plain to him. If Arthur had been more observant, he would have
learned it by degrees, and so its force would have been broken; if he
had not built up for himself an admired image of his father, the shock
would have been easier to bear. As it was, the revelation came with a
shattering blow which shook his life to the centre. And the blow
struck him precisely at the point where he was most sensitive. His
father had all but slain Vickars, who was his friend, and he might yet
strike down the daughter who was dearer to him than his own life. He
had as good as planned their death, for what he did he had done
deliberately, well knowing the issue of his deeds. And how many more
were there who were his helpless victims? How many graves had he
filled? Where would the harvest of disgrace and death end? The doctor
was right--the highwayman who took a purse was a reputable citizen
compared with the criminal who wilfully sowed the seeds of death among
innocent people for a few pounds of illicit gain! And he was the son
of the man who had done this; the very clothes he wore, the food he
ate, the books he read, were purchased by his father's sin.
To Vickars, slowly recovering from a mortal sickness, he dared not
speak, to Elizabeth still less. So he took refuge with Mrs. Bundy,
whose bosom was an open hospice for all sorts of vicarious sorrows.
"Well, well!" she said cheerfully, "Didn't I tell you that your father
was like the man in the parable, 'an austere man, gathering where he
had not strawed'? But it takes all sorts to make a world, laddie, and
your father's none so bad as some."
"That's poor comfort," he replied gloomily.
"Poor it may be, but it's not to be forgotten. I mind the time when
Bundy was in trouble, and it was your father helped him. Did I ever
tell you that?"
"No."
"Well, he did. He lent Bundy what he asked, and did it cheerfully."
"Oh! I don't doubt he can be generous, but that's not the point. It's
not what he may do with his money, but how he makes it."
And then he proceeded to pour out all the bitterness of his heart in
hot, indignant words. He raged like a man blind with pain, who knows
not how or where his blows fall.
"You cannot justify him," he cried. "God knows I've tried hard enough,
but I cannot. Dr. Leet said he was a scoundrel, and I, his son, could
not contradict him. I have tried to think he did not know, but this is
a thing he must have known. It's a hard thing to hear your father
called a scoundrel, and be silent. And I was silent, for I knew that
it was true."
"Hush, hush, laddie! It's not for you to say that."
"I must say it. There are hundreds of people saying it. And I am his
son--the son of a scoundrel."
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