Australia -- Fiction; Family life -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Mothers -- Fiction
This seemed a hard saying, and at first I could not credit it. It was
terrible to see nothing done, when he evidently suffered so--more and
more as the first shock passed and the dreadful fever rose and rose; but
while the lung was letting blood and air into the cavity of the chest,
which could not be reached to stop the leak, handling of any sort only
aggravated the mischief. The doctor explained this to me when I was
impatient, and I had to own that he was probably right. He asked me to
see about drinks and nourishment, and when I left the room to do so I
had a mind to seize the opportunity for a few frantic tears in private,
impelled by the pent-up anguish I could not otherwise relieve.
But outside the door--Harry's door--I came upon Miss Blount. The little
fool was crying herself--as if it were any concern of hers!--and looked
a perfect sight with her swelled nose and sodden cheeks. Somehow I
couldn't stand it, on the top of all the rest--I just took her by the
arm and marched her back to the schoolroom. I hope I was not rough or
unkind--I really don't think I was--but to see her you would have
thought she was a ridiculous little martyr being led to the stake. I
said to her--quite quietly, without making any fuss--"My dear, while you
remain in this house--until the notice I have been compelled by our
contract to give you has expired--oblige me by keeping in your proper
place and confining your attention to your proper business."
Just as if I had not spoken--and I am sure she never heard a word--she
turned on me at the schoolroom door and clutched at my dress. With both
hands she held on to me, so that I really could not get away from her.
"Oh, tell me, tell me," she cried, with a lackadaisical whine, as if we
were playing melodrama at a cheap theatre, "_What_ does the doctor say?
Is he, oh, _is_ he going to die?"
I replied--cuttingly, I am afraid--that the doctor seemed perfectly
well. There was no sign of dying, that I could see, about him.
Then she said "Harry!" Yes, to my very face! As if she had a right to
call my son by his christian name. I was greatly exasperated; any mother
would have been--especially after what had happened.
I answered, "_Mr_. Harry _is_ going to die--_thanks to you_, Miss
Blount."
I truly believed that he was, and I honestly thought that it was her
doing; because if she had not misconducted herself, and tempted him to
do so, I should not have had to scold him, and he would not have gone
out in a rage, to ride a young horse recklessly. Still, it has occurred
to me since that perhaps I was not quite just to her, poor thing.
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