“I am coming,” said Marjory; her heart strangely divided between
sympathy and the involuntary repugnance which again made itself felt
within her as she approached the girl who had “gone astray.” It is hard
for a delicate-minded woman, brought up in all feminine traditions, to
overcome, without long training and some strong motive, this
involuntary shrinking. She followed the sisters into the cottage with a
strong thrill of repulsion, which almost tempted her to turn her back
upon the sufferer. But she restrained herself, and entered after them
into the dim little room. The sick girl had been seated near the open
door, in a chair with pillows. Here her sister placed her again,
propping her up. She was breathless with her exertions, but,
notwithstanding her weakness, kept her anxious eye fixed upon Marjory,
with an anguish of eagerness which fascinated the other, and held her
fast. When Marjory sat down by her, this anxious gaze somewhat softened;
the terror went out of it; she looked at her more calmly, her eyes
lingering on her face.
“You do not come near me to-day,” she said. “You’re kind, but I can see
the difference. You have come for Christian duty, but no so soft, no so
sweet as when you came last and knew nothing. Oh, lady! you’ve judged me
in your heart, and it’s no just. You have not waited to hear what I had
to say.”
“No,” said Marjory, “that is true; but I don’t judge you. It is not for
me to judge you, or any one. I have been disappointed--but God knows
your excuses; how can I know them? I am very sorry for you,” Marjory
added, sympathetic tears coming into her eyes as she saw the large drops
that veiled the luminous dying brightness of the other’s.
“Oh, my bonnie Bell,” cried the other girl. “Never heed her; they’re
all hard, hard, there’s nobody that understands but me.”
Bell did not make any answer. She fumbled with a black ribbon round her
neck, pulling out slowly, with an effort which showed how great her
weakness was, something which was hidden within her dress.
“I’ve never taken it from its place,” she said, “because he put it there
himself. He hung it round my neck, and he said, ‘Some day, Isabell, some
day I’ll put it on your finger.’ It’s aye been there since. Why should I
put it on my finger when he’s no here to do it? Rings and ornaments are
no for me. Oh, lady, your heart’s moved! Agnes, she’s saying something.
My heart beats, and I canna hear.”
“She’s saying nothing but your name,” said Agnes, almost harshly,
watching with a keenness that lost not a gesture or motion of the lips,
the proceedings of the visitor. And, indeed, all that Marjory felt able
to say was a startled wondering repetition of the name, “Isabell,
Isabell, Isabell!”
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