In my excitement I forgot my _shoes_, forgot everything, save that Dr.
Clayton’s eye was looking down upon me, that my hand was resting in his,
and ere I was aware of it, I found myself upon the floor. I was
perfectly familiar with the changes of the cotillon, but at my right was
John Thompson; who, when it came his turn to swing with me, refused to
take my hand, treating me with such marked insolence that I became
confused, and made several mistakes, at which he laughed contemptuously.
Besides this, my big shoes incommoded me; and at last, in the midst of
the promenade, one of them dropped off, the _cotton-ball_ rolled out, I
tripped, lost my balance, and after one or two headlong plunges, fell
flat at the feet of Dr. Clayton, who stood aghast with surprise and
mortification. It was ludicrous enough, I know; but I do not think there
was any necessity for the loud roar which was raised over my mishap; and
burning with shame and vexation, I gathered myself up, and fled from the
room; but not until I heard Dell Thompson say, as she picked up the shoe
and passed it to Dr. Clayton, “It is Mrs. Ross’s; she hadn’t any of her
own, which she thought suitable, and so she borrowed.”
“That accounts for the _cotton-wad_,” said John, dealing said wad a kick
that sent it bounding past me.
Rushing up the stairs, I found my shawl and bonnet; and then, without a
word to any one, started for home, minus my shoe, which I entirely
forgot in my excitement. I had scarcely got outside the gate when the
sound of a footstep caused me to look around, and I saw Dr. Clayton, his
hat in one hand and Mrs. Ross’s slipper in the other. This last he
passed to me, and then without a word drew my arm within his, and for a
time we walked on in silence, while I cried as if my heart would break.
Coming at last to an old oak tree, under which a rude bench had been
constructed, he bade me sit down; and placing himself by my side, asked
me, “What was the matter?”
“You know well enough what’s the matter,” I said angrily, struggling to
rise; but his arm was strong, and he held me fast, while he tried to
quiet me, and in this he soon succeeded, for he possessed over me a
power which I could not resist.
Gradually, as I grew calm, I told him all; how I believed that Dell
Thompson had invited me only to ridicule me, how she had asked me to
come in the afternoon, and then made fun of me for doing so; while her
companions called me _green_; and that in the absence of my own slippers
I had worn those of Mrs. Ross; thereby meeting with the worst
catastrophe of all; to wit, the falling flat in the dance!
Here I broke down entirely, and cried out aloud; while the doctor, after
one or two hearty laughs at my distress, tried again to comfort me,
asking me what I cared for Dell Thompson’s ridicule. “She wasn’t worth
minding,” he said, “and no one who knows her would attach any importance
to her remarks.”
“But what makes her treat me so?” I asked; “I never harmed her.”
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