the army. On the whole, I would try immediately to procure
a cadetship; if you cannot get one, I would try to induce
Harry to take orders. I said something about Ireland and the
colonies in connection with farming. On second thoughts, I
don’t think Harry would be a suitable person. Amiable tempers
always require (at first) some one to look up to and lean upon;
they are longer in learning to stand alone. Now, no one is so
much isolated as a colonist. He is thrown entirely on his own
resources, and has no one to give him advice and sympathy. In
the army, and indeed in orders, one is generally trained to
bear responsibility. So I am for the cadetship. He will be at
once provided for, and will return to England in the prime of
life with a competence. This is always supposing that he will
escape the dangers of the profession (as I think), and that
you and he do not think the advantages counterbalanced by the
separation. I have no doubt that when communication with India
is easier (and it will soon be incredibly easier), officers
will come home at shorter intervals.”
Meantime he was studying the same question carefully in his own case,
with a view to determining whether he should take orders when his work
at Harrow was over. His father and mother, though on the whole wishing
that he should do so, were perfectly content to let him think the matter
out, and settle it his own way. They seem, however, to have supplied
him with specimens of contemporary pulpit literature, upon some of
which he comments in his correspondence, not, on the whole, with any
enthusiasm. “Surely,” he sums up some criticism on a popular preacher of
that day, “there is a pulpit eloquence equally remote from fine writing
and familiarity, such as was Dr. Arnold’s. I am doubtful as to reading
these books, for I know that I ought not to think of the style, and yet I
cannot help it. It takes me down against my will.”
Your grandfather replied: “The Church ought certainly to be a labour of
love, and followed with zeal. If on a final review of your sentiments,
aided perhaps by the advice of some clergyman you look up to (why
not Vaughan?) you do not think you could engraft this zeal on sound
convictions, and an upright character, you are quite right in deciding
for the Bar. In after life you will not be wholly dependent on a
profession, and many of our best men have started as late.”
In the end he made up his mind against taking orders, but not on any
of the grounds which deter so many young men of ability now. “My only
objection,” he writes to his mother, “to taking orders is, that it might
not suit me. Once ordained, it is impossible to change your profession;
and unless a man has his whole soul in this profession, he is useless, or
worse.”
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