He muttered. “My mother was unhappy and humiliated. I wished to set her
free.”
“By thieving?”
“I was six years old,” he protested.
“To-day you’re twenty; your mother is dead; you’re robust, intelligent,
and overflowing with energy. How do you make a living?”
“I work!” he snapped.
“Yes: in other people’s pockets.”
She gave him no time to deny it.
“You needn’t say anything, Ralph,” she went on quickly. “I know your
life down to the last details. And I could tell you things about
yourself that would astonish you, things that happened this year, and
things that happened years ago. For I’ve been following your career for
a very long time and the things I should tell you would certainly not
be a bit more pleasant hearing than the things you heard not so very
long ago at the inn. Detectives? Policemen? Inquiries? Prosecutions?...
You’ve been perfectly well acquainted with them, quite as well
acquainted with them as I am, and you’re not twenty! Is it really worth
while for us to reproach one another? Hardly. Since I know your life
and since chance has uncovered for you a corner of mine, let us throw a
veil over both. The act of theft is not a pretty one. Let us turn away
our eyes and say nothing about it.”
He remained silent. A great weariness invaded him. All at once he saw
existence in a gloomy and depressing light in which nothing any longer
had color, nothing beauty or graciousness. He could have wept.
She paused, frowning thoughtfully and rather sadly, then she said:
“Well, for the last time, good-by.”
“N-n-no.... N-n-no!” he stammered.
“But it must be good-by, Ralph. I should only do you harm. Do not try
to mingle your life with mine. You have ambition, energy, and such
qualities that you can choose your path.”
She paused and said in a lower voice: “The path I follow is not a good
one, Ralph.”
“Why do you follow it, Josine? That’s exactly what frightens me.”
“It’s too late to find another,” she murmured.
“Then it’s too late for me too!”
“No: you’re young. Save yourself. Fly from the fate with which you are
threatened.”
“But you, Josine.... But you?”
“It’s my life,” she declared.
“A dreadful life, which simply causes you suffering,” he asserted.
“If you think so, why do you wish to share it?”
“Because I love you.”
“All the more reason to fly from me, my dear. Any love between us is
damned beforehand. You would blush for me; and I should distrust you.”
“I love you,” he persisted.
“To-day. But to-morrow? Obey the order I gave you on my photograph the
very first night we met: ‘Do not seek to see me again.’ Now go.”
“Yes,” he said slowly. “Yes. You’re right. But it’s terrible to think
that everything is at an end between us before even I have had the time
to hope ... and that you will forget me.”
“One does not forget a person who has saved one’s life twice.”
“No: but you will forget that I love you.”
She shook her head and said: “I shall not forget.”
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