Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
At our first visit in the Rue Laval we were conducted into the theater
building. First we went into a small waiting-room, around the walls of
which ran bookcases full of opera scores. Students of both sexes were
sitting and standing about, chatting. In the theater too a few scattered
individuals were sitting and listening to the performance of a quite
young girl who, with the accompanist of the establishment, Monsieur
Maton, was practicing the Rosina aria, _Una voce poco fa_. Monsieur
Maton had written out most artistic colorature for her; it purled and
warbled like anything.
So then this school enables one to reach such a bravura! It inspired me
with courage and the resolution to be very industrious.
Still, what verdict would the maestro pass on me after the test?—surely
not like the severe Viardot. With quaking heart I mounted the steps to
the stage, behind which was the room where M. Duprez was waiting for me.
A benevolent old gentleman, well along toward eighty, but lively and
vigorous, came to meet me. He had white curly hair, ruddy cheeks, and
smiling eyes.
“Well, mademoiselle, so it was you who wrote me that enthusiastic
letter, was it? You want to be something great or else nothing at all,
do you? Well, then, let me hear how your voice sounds, and see if you
can read notes.”
He handed me a book of original solfeggios and sat down at the upright
piano. This time the test resulted favorably.
“Beautiful voice; I shall be able to make something of you—in two years
you shall be _la première force_.”
I was happy, simply happy! Now the hours of instruction were settled; I
was to have lessons twice a week. That was not enough for me.
“I should like to come every day, maestro.”
“You may do that; on the other days my son or M. Maton will practice
with you. But I have only two hours a week, that is to say, half hours,
to spare; that is quite enough.”
We rented and furnished a small flat in the Rue Laval, and forthwith
began for me an active epoch of study, bright with hope. I spent all my
forenoons in the theater building of the Hôtel Duprez, always
accompanied by my mother, a thing which seemed rather tiresome and
superfluous to the others who frequented the school. I put myself wholly
into the _do_, _re_, _mi_, and into a little aria which the maestro had
composed and which he gave me to study for my first piece. But I felt
especial interest in my fellow-pupils, who were on the most various
levels of ability; and the Friday performances, as I did not yet
participate in them, were to me a great enjoyment. When later I myself
had to sing up there it was an agony to me, to be sure; for the old
nervousness came over me again, and I won no applause. But this did not
take place till after the lapse of some time; for the present I was
busied only with learning, and I went at it in joyous mood.
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