Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
I have but one resource left; perhaps, madam, you will think it a
strange one. To the lady herself I must appeal. She will do me
justice, and I am sure will be ready to acknowlege that I am no
betrayer of innocence, no breaker of promises; that I was
surprized into the commission of a fault, for which I have paid so
dear a price.
Her testimony, madam, may perhaps have some weight with you;
though I propose nothing more by it, than that you may think of me
with less detestation. You have banished me from your presence: I
am a voluntary exile from my country, and from my friends: submit
to the chastisement, and would do anything to expiate my offence
against you and Miss Bidulph. There is but _one_ command which you
can possibly lay on me, to which I would not pay a perfect and
ready obedience; but that act, perhaps, is the _only_ one which
would make me appear worthy of your esteem.
The lady whom it has been my ill fate to render unhappy, and by
whom I am made unutterably so, will, ere long, come to a house at
Putney, which I have taken on purpose for her. I have placed in it
my housekeeper, a grave worthy woman, under whose care she will be
safe, and attended with that secresy and tenderness which her
condition requires.
I have written to her a faithful account of every thing relative
to my hoped-for alliance with your family, and the occasion of the
treaty's being broken off. As she must, by this means, know that
your ladyship is acquainted with her story, I have told her, that,
perhaps you might, from the interest you took in her misfortune,
be induced to see her in her retirement. Let me, therefore,
conjure you, madam, by that pious zeal which governs all your
actions, and by the love you bear that daughter so deservedly dear
to you, to take compassion on this young lady. She has no friends,
nor any acquaintance in this part of the kingdom; her situation
will require the comfort of society, and perhaps, the advice of
wisdom. It will be an act worthy of your humanity to shew some
countenance to her.
I think she will be in very good hands with the honest woman who
waits her coming; but if any thing should happen otherwise than
well, it would make me doubly wretched.
To one who has no resources of contentment in her own bosom,
solitude cannot be a friend; this I fear may be the lady's case;
and this makes me with the more earnestness urge my request to
you. Forgive me, madam, for the liberty I take with you; a
liberty, which, though I confess it needs an apology, yet is it at
the same time a proof of the confidence I have in you, which I
hope will not affront either your candour or your virtue.
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