Memorials and Other Papers — Volume 1De Quincey, Thomas
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Memorials and Other Papers — Volume 1
De Quincey, Thomas
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In passing through the park-gates of Laxton, on my departure northward,
powerfully, and as if "with the might of waters," my mind turned round
to contemplate that strange enlargement of my experience which had
happened to me within the last three months. I had seen, and become
familiarly acquainted with, a young man, who had in a manner died to
every object around him, had died an intellectual death, and suddenly
had been called back to life and real happiness--had been, in effect,
raised from the dead--by the accident of meeting a congenial female
companion. But, secondly, that very lady from whose lips I first heard
this remarkable case of blight and restoration, had herself passed
through an equal though not a similar blight, and was now seeking
earnestly, though with what success I could never estimate, some similar
restoration to some new mode of hopeful existence, through intercourse
with religious philosophy. What vast revolutions (vast for the
individual) within how narrow a circle! What blindness to approaching
catastrophes, in the midst of what nearness to the light! And for
myself, whom accident had made the silent observer of these changes, was
it not likely enough that I also was rushing forward to court and woo
some frantic mode of evading an endurance that by patience might have
been borne, or by thoughtfulness might have been disarmed? Misgivingly I
went forwards, feeling forever that, through clouds of thick darkness,
I was continually nearing a danger, or was myself perhaps wilfully
provoking a trial, before which my constitutional despondency would
cause me to lie down without a struggle.
II.
THE PRIORY.
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