City and town life -- Fiction; Death -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Sometimes he would wake up in the morning and sing as he
dressed--putting on his clothes with feverish, jerking hands, she used
to come and tell me. He said he had made a mistake in the row--those
cursed villas were so much alike. Would she come too? He was sure of
finding it this time. He wouldn’t bother her for any more tram fares.
He was very sorry.
When he walked he used to put out his hand like a blind man and grope
with his long fingers--as if he hoped to feel something that he was not
permitted to see. He was feeling for wood--for the gray gate. I met him
once and took his arm and carried him off to have a drink.
He said to me quite seriously, as we stood at the bar:
“These bricks are killing me. Why the devil can’t people keep still?
It is nothing but pulling down houses and putting up taller ones all
over Bloomsbury. I tell you frankly, old fellow, I can’t breathe. My
throat burns--as if they were stuffing their lime down it. Every
scaffold pole knocks at my heart. It’s killing me. You haven’t any
coppers about you, I suppose? The tram fare isn’t much. I could get
down to Stamford Hill and back again before dusk.”
One night I saw Minnie run bareheaded across the square toward my door.
I had the second floor at No. 7 in those days. She looked a little wild
and frightened, but she was self-possessed enough to throw a look of
stone at Sophia Dominy, who was going toward Kinsman’s set.
Presently I heard her on my stairs and went out.
“Come over to Nat,” she panted. “I think he is dying. The doctor told
me that bit of lung he had would last for years, but it isn’t going
to.”
He was lying in the bed. It stood under the window then. Near to his
hand was a pile of those hateful long envelopes. The editorial regrets
that had helped to break his heart peeped out from the open ends.
“I’ve been looking over some of these things,” he panted, touching the
articles and smiling at me in the old droll, half-scornful way. “Some
of them were bad and vulgar enough--Heaven knows. Yet they did not get
accepted. ‘Does Cold Mutton Cause Gumboil?’--I thought that would be
sure to go. ‘The Woman with the White Shoe Strings’--it is a most
sensational detective story--and yet, one after the other, they threw
my stuff back at me. I’ve written the title pages afresh ever so many
times, so that the MS. should not look as if it had been hawked about.”
It was a very hot July night, the windows were open top and bottom.
Jimmy, across the way, was singing the latest song from the “halls” in
his feeble voice.
Poor Nat was quiet for a little. Then he turned his head suddenly and
looked at Minnie. I’ve seen him look like that at her when they were
courting. No doubt she remembered, for she bent down and softly shook
up his pillows.
“It’s no good your going for the doctor,” she whispered huskily back in
answer to my question. “He was here this morning. He told me he could
do nothing. I can’t afford to throw away money for nothing, can I?”
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