Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Edward inquired further of Birnbaum, and he brought Mendel a paper to
fill up, stating his age, circumstances, parentage, etc., etc. He was
to send this, with a letter, to Sir Julius Fleischmann, who was a
famous financier and connoisseur. Edward drafted a letter, but Mendel
found it servile, and wrote as follows:--
DEAR SIR,--
I send you my paper filled up. My father is a poor man and I wish
to be a painter. I have won prizes at a school, but I cannot make my
living by my art. I am not asking for charity. I am only asking that
my work shall be judged. If it is good painting, then let me paint.
Give me my opportunity, please. If it is bad painting, then it is no
great matter, and I will go on until I can paint well, and then I will
show you my work again. If money is given me I will pay every penny of
it back when I am as successful as I shall be. I am sending three
drawings and two paintings.
Yours faithfully,
MENDEL KÜHLER.
This letter was sent enclosed in a parcel made up with trembling
hands. He knew that the great moment had come, that at last he had
attained the desired contact with the outside world. He was wildly
elated, and had fantastic and absurd visions of Sir Julius himself
driving down at once in his motor-car, knocking at the door and
saying: "Does Mr. Mendel Kühler live here?" Then he would enter and
embrace him and cry: "You are a great artist." And he would turn to
Golda and say: "You are the mother of a great artist. You shall no
longer live in poverty." And he would sit down and write a cheque for
a hundred pounds. The story swelled and swelled like a balloon. It
rose and soared aloft with Mendel clinging desperately to it. But
every now and then it came swooping down to earth again, and then
Mendel would imagine his drawings and pictures being sent back without
a word. Elated or despondent, he passed through life in a dream, and
was hardly conscious of his surroundings either at the factory or at
home.
This went on for weeks, during which he composed letters of savage
insult to Sir Julius, to Birnbaum, and even to Edward Tufnell, telling
them that he needed no help, that he was a Jewish artist and would
stay among the Jews, the real Jews, those who kept themselves to
themselves and to the faith of their fathers, and had no truck with
the light and frivolous world outside. But he tore all these letters
up, for he knew that the answer he desired would come.
At last one morning there was a note for him. The secretary of the
committee wrote asking him to take more specimens of his work to Mr.
Edgar Froitzheim, the famous artist, at his studio in Hampstead.
Mendel had never heard of Froitzheim, but it seemed to him an enormous
step towards fame to be going to see a real artist in a real studio.
He felt happier, too, at having this intermediary appointed, for he
knew that artists always knew each other by instinct and helped each
other for the sake of the work they loved.
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