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He discussed the matter with his friends, who smiled at his solemnity.
"Dear old Edward" was always a joke to them, so seriously did he take
the problems with which he was faced. They said that, of course, if
the boy was a genius he would find his way out and would be all the
greater for the struggle. Edward protested that young talent was
easily snuffed out, but again they laughed and said that if it were so
then it was no great loss. Edward then said that the boy had a fine
nature which might easily be crippled by evil circumstances. That they
refused to believe either, and Edward made no progress until he told
his tale to a rich young Jew who had lately come to the settlement.
This young man, Maurice Birnbaum, was at once fired. His father was a
member of a committee for aiding young Jews of talent. With Edward he
swooped down on the Kühlers in his motor-car, and Golda showed him all
her son's work, from the watch he drew at the age of three to a study
of Sara's breasts. Birnbaum knew no Yiddish, and Golda scorned a Jew
who could not speak the language of his race. He was also extremely
gauche and talked to her rather in the manner of a parliamentary
candidate canvassing for votes. He patronized her and told her that
her son had talent, but that she must not expect Fortune to wait on
him immediately. "A Christian Jew!" said Golda scornfully when he had
gone. "He stinks of money and shell-fish. If you are going to eat
pork, eat till the grease runs down your chin." And she had a sudden
horror that Mendel might grow like that, all flesh and withered,
uneasy spirit. She felt inclined to destroy all the pictures, and when
Mendel came in she told him of her visitor and of her alarm, and he
reassured her, saying: "What I am I will always be, for without you I
am nothing. . . ." It was only from Mendel that Golda had such
sayings. No one else ever acknowledged in words her quality or her
power for sweetness in their lives, and she was terrified at the
thought of his going. The big motor-car would come and take him and
all his pictures away, she imagined, and he would be swept up into
glittering circles of which alone he was worthy, though they were
quite unworthy of him. And some rich woman would be enraptured with
him, and she would take him to her arms and her bed, and he would be
lost for ever. Mendel told her it meant nothing, that such people
forgot those who were poor and never really helped them, because they
could never know what it was like to need help: but he had a
premonition that he had done with the stained-glass factory. He took
up his brushes again and cleaned them, and chattered gaily of the
things he would do when the motor-car fetched him and he was asked to
paint the portraits of lords and millionaires.
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