Mercia, the astronomer royal: A romanceMears, A. Garland
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Mercia, the astronomer royal: A romance
Mears, A. Garland
Science fiction; Utopian fiction
Numerous, indeed, were the plans he formed daily in his mind of what he
would do for a competent livelihood in the event of his acceptance by
Mercia. He knew it was useless to make her an offer unless he could see
his way clear to maintain her, when to accept him she must abandon a
highly lucrative and honourable position.
‘But would she indeed make such a sacrifice for him?’ he asked himself,
‘Would it not be selfish on his part to prefer such a request?
True—true; he would not—dare not make it. It was selfish, utterly
selfish to dream of it for one moment. No, he would lock up his
feelings; he would carefully keep his heart-secret; he would not ruin
her life by asking her to share his comparatively humble position,
supposing she was willing to listen to him.’
Thus did Geometrus torment himself with many doubts and fears. At one
moment making bright plans for the future, wherein he saw himself
distinguished before the world for his wonderful instruments, the like
of which he knew had never been produced before, and probably would be
at no time beaten. These had been planned and invented in the first
instance for Mercia alone, yet for Mercia’s sake they should be given to
the world, so that he might become more worthy of her; a more honourable
mate for the peerless Mercia.
Ah, Love, Love, how much thou hast to answer for! How many human hearts
hast thou set wildly beating for fame that would otherwise have remained
in quiet seclusion? How many mighty minds hast thou set daily and
nightly throbbing with pain by reason of thine unreasonable attraction?
Thou seekest thine affinity where it is forbidden thee to enter, ever
regardless of the restrictions and barriers invented by mankind for
their protection.
Thou only dost behold the object of thy search; invisible to thine eyes
the barricades of worldly conventions.
Quite alone, and unattended by any member of his suite, Felicitas set
off to pay Mercia his promised visit; who on her side gladly gave him a
pleasant welcome. In her heart she fondly hoped that the interpretation
of his words would prove favourable to herself and Geometrus; and in
some way yet to be discovered, the monarch might benefit them.
For could he not influence his ministers to do away with this absurd
marriage objection? Yes, Felicitas had power to help them, if he could
be induced to put it into operation. This was the one thing needful; the
monarch’s goodwill, and all would then be plain sailing.
Their marriage need not hinder their work; they two could labour
together, she thought, and side by side discharge conscientiously their
allotted duties, to their country’s satisfaction and their own perfect
content.
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