Then he went out. Slim followed him.
CHAPTER VIII
Freder walked up the steps of the cathedral hesitatingly; he was
walking up them for the first time. Hel, his mother, used often to go
to the cathedral. But her son had never yet done so. Now he longed to
see it with his mother’s eyes and to hear with the ears of Hel, his
mother, the stony prayer of the pillars, each of which had its own
particular voice.
He entered the cathedral as a child, not pious, yet not entirely
free from shyness—prepared for reverence, but fearless. He heard,
as Hel, his mother, the Kyrie Eleison of the stones and the Te Deum
Laudamus—the De Profundis and the Jubilate. And he heard, as his
mother, how the powerfully ringing stone chair was crowned by the Amen
of the cross vault....
He looked for Maria, who was to have waited for him on the belfry
steps; but he could not find her. He wandered through the cathedral,
which seemed to be quite empty of people. Once he stopped. He was
standing opposite Death.
The ghostly minstrel stood in a side-niche, carved in wood, in hat
and wide cloak, scythe on shoulder, the hour-glass dangling from his
girdle; and the minstrel was playing on a bone as though on a flute.
The Seven Deadly Sins were his following.
Freder looked Death in the face. Then he said:
“If you had come earlier you would not have frightened me.... Now I
pray you: Keep away from me and my beloved!”
But the awful flute-player seemed to be listening to nothing but the
song he was playing upon a bone.
Freder walked on. He came to the central nave. Before the high altar,
over which hovered God Incarnate, a dark form lay stretched out upon
the stones, hands clutching out to each side, face pressed into the
coldness of the stone, as though the blocks must burst asunder under
the pressure of the brow. The form wore the garment of a monk, the head
was shaven. An incessant trembling shook the lean body from shoulder to
heel, and it seemed to be stiffened as though in a cramp.
But suddenly the body reared up. A white flame sprang up: a face; black
flames within it: two blazing eyes. A hand rose up, clutching high in
the air towards the crucifix which hovered above the altar.
A voice spoke, like the voice of fire:
“I will not let thee go, God, God, except thou bless me!”
The echo of the pillars yelled the words after him.
The son of Joh Fredersen had never seen the man before. He knew,
however, as soon as the flame-white face unveiled the black flames of
its eyes to him: it was Desertus the monk, his father’s enemy....
Perhaps his breath had become too loud. Suddenly the black flame
struck across at him. The monk arose slowly. He did not say a word. He
stretched out his hand. The hand indicated the door.
“Why do you send me away, Desertus?” asked Freder. “Is not the house of
your God open to all?”
“Hast thou come here to seek God?” asked the rough, hoarse voice of the
monk.
Freder hesitated. He dropped his head.
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