Freder began to run. Senselessly and unreasoningly, he began to run.
Along walls, by open doors, upstairs, downstairs, from twilight into
darkness, drawn on by the cones of light, which would suddenly flame up
before him, then dazzled and plunged again into a hellish darkness.
He ran like a blind animal, groaning aloud. He found that he was
running in a circle, always upon his own tracks, but he could not get
free of it, could not get out of the cursed circle. He ran in the
purple mist of his own blood, which filled his eyes and ears, heard the
breaker of his blood dash against his brain, heard high above, like the
singing of birds, the sweetly, deadly wicked laugh of Maria....
“Look for me, beloved!... I am here!... I am here!...”
At last he fell. His knees collided against something which was in the
way of their blindness; he stumbled and fell. He felt stones under his
hands, cool, hard stones, cut in even squares. His whole body, beaten
and racked, rested upon the cool hardness of these blocks. He rolled
over on his back. He pushed himself up, collapsed again violently,
and lay upon the floor. A suffocating blanket sank downwards. His
consciousness yielded up, as though drowned....
Rotwang had seen him fall. He waited attentively and vigilantly to
see if this young wildling, the son of Joh Fredersen and Hel, had had
enough at last, or if he would pull himself together once more for the
fight against nothing.
But it appeared that he had had enough. He lay remarkably still. He was
not even breathing now. He was like a corpse.
The great inventor left his listening post. He passed through the
dark house on soundless soles. He opened a door and entered a room.
He closed the door and remained standing on the threshold. With an
expectation that was fully aware of its pointlessness, he looked at the
girl who was the occupant of the room.
He found her as he always found her. In the farthest corner of the
room, on a high, narrow chair, hands laid, right and left, upon the
arms of the chair, sitting stiffly upright, with eyes which appeared
to be lidless. Nothing about her was living apart from these eyes. The
glorious mouth, still glorious in its pallor, seemed to enclose within
it the unpronounceable. She did not look at the man—she looked over
and beyond him.
Rotwang stooped forward. He came nearer to her. Only his hands, his
lonely hands groped through the air, as though they wanted to close
around Maria’s countenance. His eyes, his lonely eyes, enveloped
Maria’s countenance.
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