Christian socialism -- Fiction; German Americans -- Fiction; Shoemakers -- Fiction
The childish tones rang through the room like the notes of a silver
flute; there was a pause; Dr. Richards in the next room raised himself
on his elbow to see the better, Alice made one step forward, and the
nurse stood quietly watching, all unconscious of the tears that followed
each other silently down her cheeks. Even Pinkie was hushed with
expectation, and I think no one would have been at that moment surprised
if the command had been obeyed. But, alas! the two little hands upon the
arms of Freddy’s chair, the helpless feet concealed by the gay,
embroidered skirt, were powerless to raise or to sustain even so slight
a weight as that small figure. There was an effort, a struggle
perceptible but vain; then Freddy’s voice cried out, “O Louis, I can’t,
I can’t! my legs aren’t strong enough,” and broke into bitter, childish
weeping.
The look of authority and confident power on Louis’ face changed to
incredulity, doubt, and blank hopelessness. His hand fell from Freddy’s
shoulder—Freddy, who was already in his mother’s arms—and he began to
unfasten the shawl draped about him.
“It’s no use,” he said quietly, his manner recalling vividly to the
looker-on in the next room Karl Metzerott’s stern, self-contained grief
at the bedside of his dying wife,—“It’s no use; I don’t want to be the
Christ any more!”
“Den I’ll be bad,” cried Pinkie; and, suddenly lapsing into one of her
naughtiest fits, she threw herself on the floor and screamed in a manner
that Louis’ composure was not proof against; the tears rose to his eyes
and his breast heaved.
“I think I’ll go home now,” he said with quivering lip.
“No, no, don’t ye now, alanna,” said nurse hastily, in the intervals of
picking up Pinkie—who made herself very stiff indeed—from the floor, and
assuring her that she should be sent up to the nursery for the rest of
the day, if she cried and made her poor uncle ill again. “Don’t go yet,
Louis astore, Miss Pinkie’ll never be good without ye. Stop yer cryin’,
all of yez, and I’ll tell ye somethin’ now.”
“A story?” asked Pinkie, breaking off a roar in the middle, and speaking
in a composed and cheerful tone.
“Not a story, darlint, but”—as Pinkie picked up her roar at the very
point where she had dropped it, “somethin’ nice, very nice, that’ll make
Louis play with you and Master Freddy again.”
Freddy, at this, raised his head from his mother’s shoulder, Louis dried
his eyes and drew near, and Pinkie condescended to put aside her
intended “badness,” pending further developments.
Alice stood erect, very white and still.
“I will leave them all to you, nurse,” she said, “though it is bitter to
feel that any one but his mother can comfort my boy. But if you can make
them happy again, do so; I cannot; one must say what one really believes
to children, and I do not believe that—any one—could have cured Freddy
any better than Louis did.”
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