Milly's position was now one of complete independence. Mr. Foreman told
her that after the sale of the iron-works she would have an income of
something like four thousand a year. She had been of age for more than
six months, and there was no one to come between her and perfect
independence.
Knowing this, I felt that it was more than probable Mr. Egerton would
speedily return to renew his suit; and I had little doubt that it would
be successful. I knew how well Milly loved him; and now that her father
was gone she could have no motive for refusing him.
'You will stay with me, won't you, Mary?' she said to me as we sat by
the fire in mournful silence that afternoon. 'You are my only comfort
now, dear. I suppose I shall remain here--for some time, at any rate.
Augusta spoke to me very graciously, and begged that I would make this
my home, according to my father's wish. We should not interfere with
each other in any way, she said, and it was indeed more than probable
she would go on the Continent with her maid early in the spring, and
leave me sole mistress of Thornleigh. She doubted if she could ever
endure the place now, she said. She is not like me, Mary. I shall
always have a melancholy love for the house in which I have lived so
happily with my father.'
So I remained with my dear girl, and life at Thornleigh Manor glided by
in a quiet melancholy fashion. If Mrs. Darrell grieved for her dead
husband, her sorrow was of a cold tearless kind; but she kept her own
rooms a good deal, and we did not see much of her. The Collingwoods
were full of sympathy for their 'darling Milly,' and their affection
had some cheering influence upon her mind. From them she heard
occasionally of Mr. Egerton, who was travelling in the wildest regions
of Northern Europe. She very rarely spoke of him herself at this time;
and once when I mentioned his name she checked me reproachfully.
'Don't speak about him, Mary,' she said; 'I don't want to think of him.
It seems like a kind of treason against papa. It seems like taking
advantage of my dear father's death.'
'Would you refuse to marry him, Milly, if he were to come back to you,
now that you are your own mistress?'
'I don't know that, dear. I think I love him too much to do that. And
yet it would seem like a sin against my father.'
The spring months passed, and Milly brightened a little as the days
went by. She spent a deal of time amongst the poor; and I think her
devotion to that duty helped her to put aside her sorrow more than
anything else could have done. I was always with her, sharing in all
her work; and I do not believe she had a thought hidden from me at this
time.
Mrs. Darrell had not gone abroad yet. She lived a useless, listless
life, doing nothing, and caring for nothing, as it seemed. More than
once she made preparations for her departure, and then changed her mind
at the last moment.
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