Miriam's Schooling and Other PapersWhite, William Hale
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Miriam's Schooling and Other Papers
White, William Hale
Short stories
One day she contrived to reach Stonehenge. She was driven there by the
farmer with whom she was staying, and she asked to be left there while
he went forward. He was to fetch her when he returned. It was a clear
but grey day, and she sat outside the outer circle on the turf looking
northwards over the almost illimitable expanse. She had been told as
much as is known about that mysterious monument,--that it had been
built ages before any record, and that not only were the names of the
builders forgotten, but their purpose in building it was forgotten too.
She was oppressed with a sense of her own, nothingness and the
nothingness of man. If those who raised that temple had so utterly
passed away, for how long would the memory of her existence last?
Stonehenge itself too would pass. The wind and the rain had already
worn perhaps half of it; and the place that now knows it will know it
no more save by vague tradition, which also will be extinguished.
Suddenly, and without any apparent connection with what had gone
before, and indeed in contrast with it, it came into Miriam's mind that
she must do something for her fellow-creatures. How came it there?
Who can tell? Anyhow, there was this idea in the soul of Miriam Tacchi
that morning.
The next question was, What could she do? There was one thing she
could do, and she could not go astray in doing it. Whatever may be
wrong or mistaken, it cannot be wrong or a mistake to wait upon the
sick and ease their misery. She knew, however, that she could not take
up the task without training, and she belonged to no church or
association which could assist her. Perhaps one of the best
recommendations of the Catholic Church was that it held out a hand to
men who, having for some reason or other, learned to hold their lives
lightly, were candidates for the service of humanity--men for whom
death had no terrors--by whom it was even courted, and who were willing
therefore to wait upon the plague-smitten, or to carry the Cross
amongst wild and savage tribes. Those who are skilled in quibbling may
say that neither in the case of the Catholic missionary nor in that of
the Sister of Mercy is there any particular merit. What they do is
done not from any pure desire for man's welfare, but because there is
no healthy passion for enjoyment. Nothing is idler than disputes about
the motives to virtuous deeds, or the proportion of praise to be
assigned to the doers of them. It is a common criticism that a sweet
temper deserves no commendation, because the blessed possessor of it is
naturally sweet-tempered, and undergoes no terrible struggle in order
to say the sweet word which he who is cursed with spite only just
manages to force himself to utter. What we are bound to praise or
blame, however, is the result, and the result only--just as we praise
or blame perfect or imperfect flowers. If it comes to a remorseless
probing of motives, there are none of us who can escape a charge of
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