Miser Farebrother: A Novel (vol. 3 of 3)Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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Miser Farebrother: A Novel (vol. 3 of 3)
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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from the place, and prevented her from seeing her father. So she
concealed herself in the grounds quite near to the house, her intention
being to pass the night in the open, and the first thing in the morning,
when the door was unlocked, to enter it and go straight to her father's
room, unknown to Mrs. Pamflett, and tell him what she came for. We now
take up her own words as to what followed:
"'I do not know how long I waited outside, crouching down in
concealment; it seemed to me very, very long, and I was so agitated that
I cannot depend upon my memory. I did my best to keep my eyes open, but
they would close in spite of me, and at last I must have fallen asleep.
When I opened my eyes it was with an impression that some one was
standing over me, and seeing no one as I looked up, I thought that I
must have been mistaken; and yet I could not shake off the idea that
some person had been near me. I was very frightened and very confused,
and I made up my mind not to close my eyes again, but to wait till
daybreak. I did not have to wait so long. In the distance I saw a light,
the light of a lantern, moving slowly on. I was overcome with gratitude
at the thought that it might be my father, and that I might speak to
him at once. I knew that my father sometimes went out into the grounds
at night, but I was not aware for what purpose. I rose to my feet, and
softly followed the light till I was sure it was held by my father. Then
I went up and spoke to him. I cannot recall what I said, or in what way
he answered me. I know that he was at first surprised that I should come
to him at so strange an hour, and that, when he got over his surprise,
he was in a furious passion. I know, although he continually interrupted
me, that I must have succeeded in making him understand why I had
presented myself to him. I know that he threatened me and spoke most
bitter words, and that he said I had come too late, that he had no
longer a child; that every one in the world was his enemy, and was
conspiring to ruin him, and that he would drive me from his gates. I
have a remembrance of pleading to him, of going on my knees to him, and
that he dragged me to my feet, and threw me violently off. I fell
fainting to the ground, and remember nothing more of him. When I
recovered I was alone, and it was still dark. Heart-broken, bewildered,
and sick, and scarcely knowing what I was doing, I dragged myself away
from Parksides, and there was no light in the sky when I left Parksides
behind me. It is useless for me to attempt to describe what followed. I
must have known the direction to London, and my idea was to get back to
my dear aunt, and at the same time to conceal myself from the sight of
every one on the road. Whether I succeeded or not I cannot say, and it
was only by God's mercy that I reached my aunt's house. There is
something so horrible in the accusation that is brought against me that
I cannot realize it. I can only pray to God to bring the truth to
light!'
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