Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other storiesMagruder, Julia
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Miss Ayr of Virginia, & other stories
Magruder, Julia
Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
It could hardly be called a home to which she was going back, for she
had neither father nor mother to give that sacred character to the
shabby little house she now approached. But this house contained,
all the same, the being who was at once the source of the sweetest
pleasure and the keenest pain in her young life. This was her little
brother, who, long ago, had had an injury from a fall, and who had been
an invalid and a cripple ever since. The whole responsibility of his
care, as well as his support, was upon Ethel, and she had been able to
discharge it by means of a position in the village school, which paid
her just enough for the bare living of the two. For years her brother’s
case had been considered hopeless, and the local doctor, saying he
could do no good, had not kept up his visits. Lately, however, Ethel
had heard of wonderful things achieved by a distinguished surgeon in a
great city not far away, and it had now became an ardent hope in her
heart to take little Bob there. She confided this wish to the woman
with whom they boarded, but the rural mind is slow to catch enthusiasm,
and she had only responded by saying that it would take more money than
ever she could scrape together. Ethel had managed to save a little by
great economy, and she calculated that this would cover the traveling
expenses, if only she could get from somewhere enough to pay the doctor.
This had been the spur that had led her to make that desperate effort
with the story, and to lay bare the deepest and most sacred feelings of
her heart. She was a very reserved girl, and she never could have done
it, but for the safety of distance, and the protection of a name that
was not her own.
Well, she had done it, and done it conscientiously. She had “dipped
her pen in herself” and written out of her own heart, and this was the
result--to have the record of her soul-life returned with thanks, or
perhaps without them. She felt no interest in opening the packet, and
went and thrust it out of sight in the back of a drawer in her own
room as soon as she reached the house. Bob was in pain, and he called
to her crossly, and complained because she had left him. He was often
impatient with her, and she generally bore it sweetly; but to-day it
cut and irritated her.
She said nothing, however, as she took off her hat and came to the side
of the couch where he was lying. The child looked up and saw tears in
her eyes, and his face and tone grew more resentful still.
“What are you crying about?” he said. “What business have _you_ to cry,
when you are well and strong, and you can walk and run and go about
wherever you please, and never have an ache or a pain? And then you
have the ‘cheek’ to tell me to be brave, and to bear my pain, and not
to cry!”
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